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  1. I'll give you two cookies and a goat to say that in the Candice, Lima, Babs or Elsa thread's. Preview:
  2. Rarely seen Vika bewbs to go with the pretty face
  3. I guess this doesn't apply anymore
  4. Probably because at least in that photo it looks like two slightly propped up flapjacks Ya know, the little bit of butter underneath them raising them up, maybe the bacon you ordered or sausages.
  5. ^ 3rd wave feminism is a total joke. They should really just stop and go back into hiding until they want to deal with real issues, not be cry baby SJW's about essentially non important issue when there are women being mutilated, raped, stoned & killed in other parts of the world then the west, but ya know, Gamergate and things like that are more important. Feminism at the core back in history was a powerful tool in society now it just looks ridiculous. Also Islam I won't even start
  6. Limerlight replied to a post in a topic in Music
    Since it is/was snowing:
  7. Limerlight replied to a post in a topic in General Talk
    Happy stupid fucking Xmas will be over soon so I do not have to hear about it again until next November cause ya know why wait to start talking about it
  8. Flying home tomorrow in a weird twist that Vancouver has had more snow then where I live this winter
  9. Trading Places (I love this movie no clue why) Jason And The Argonauts
  10. Limerlight replied to a post in a topic in General Talk
    I come on quickly to check a few things and stare at Dasha and then this. Your liver will thank you when they're gone.
  11. Limerlight replied to a post in a topic in General Talk
    Feeling a lot better lately, still not coming back probably until sometime in the new year fully. Too much other stuff going on/busy.
  12. Stopping in Why the fuck is this thread still going
  13. Back To The Future 1/2/3 The Terminator The Goonies Fargo
  14. I watched all of Fargo season 1 last few days, gonna start either: American Horror Story season 1 or Ash vs Evil Dead season 1 next. I can't say enough about Fargo though it was fucking amazing Holy shit
  15. What everyone else will be doing the rest of the week about this show: Or they will be: What Limer will be doing about the show for the week:
  16. Dear BZ family, friends and other's who at least come to this thread (or I tag later) I don't reveal much about myself mostly because I'm a private person but as part of my treatment/counselling of doing one thing a day that will usually trigger a massive anxiety attack, I wanted to share something so it is out there. For the record, I'm not asking for additional support/people to hammer with messages this is more of a PSA, as narcissistic as it may sound just to have it out there and challenge myself/soothe myself as well: I suffer massively from crippling anxiety (which leads to depression and extreme loneliness) brought on from past life experiences that changed the way I see many normal actions that do or don't happen and warp them into things that emotionally and spiritually hurt the people I call friends, family and those I love the most as well as myself. This is not anything new, this has been going on for 14+ plus years (I am 25) it has gotten extremely worse lately and this is why I am finally seeking help (professionally) and being a tad reclusive as the whole recovery process is very hard and draining on myself. Too many times have I secretly not told or told someone about how my anxiety affects how I see them/react to what they do/ do not do and I myself have paid the price for it losing many people near and dear to me over a young life by putting much too weight on them and being overbearing. Since I started trying to recover and feel better in the past week I have barely ate (maybe half as much as I usually do?), slept much more than usual and been rather bitter/cold/sad to a lot of people when I do not want to, but I have also been the most cheery open and wonderful person to other's as well. I opened up finally to my personal family and friends and they took the information hard but understood as it explains a lot about who I am outside of BZ (I am totally different outside of BZ) and it has been helpful but worrisome everyone knows. Then worst of all, I told one person that is so very close to me and I love to death to get lost and I did not want to talk to them during my recovery, and it has been so fucking hard to just be calm and cool and collected, knowing what a selfish thing it was when all they want/wanted to do is help and see that I am okay but I couldn't just accept this and whisked them away while they were crying when we were talking about it, and I am not sure how they will ever feel about it if they talk to me again which I hope they do as I will always love them no matter what happens no matter how long I take to get back to more comfortable levels. Overall though the days have been getting better, I feel better inside less anxious the past few days but it has only been a week with trying to stay away from a lot of things that cause my anxiety to trigger and bringing them back in the last few days is tough, but I feel less stressed over them already. Writing this has been easy at points but really hard as well as it is not something I am comfortable with, but I am on here enough to (i feel) warrant and explanation for why I am gone from now til ? In conclusion, some days I will be on Bellazon, but most days I won't be for awhile I deal with what I deal with that is why Pretty is voting for me after sending me the remaining girls and I told her how I would vote in her competitions and any upcoming one's until I feel much better equipped to handle the anxiety I fight everyday. Thank you for understanding if you read this whole thing, if you ignored it or want to poke fun at it that is fun to, I am not liked by everyone around here and I know it for a fact and this may give people more ammunition. I will respond (slowly ) to PM if anyone does wanna chat, or I may say hi to a few people. So goodbye for now @Stormbringer, @lostdiadem, @AnaBBarrosFan @FashionDream, @Berno, @RafSecret @Clauds, @PinkCouture, @Sunshiine @Stromboli1, @phenobarbie, @frenchkiki, @HitchcockBlonde @Kevork89, @Michael*, @toodarnhot, @CandleVixen, @Prettyphile
  17. @Stormbringer You have a friend <_< thank you for reminding me of the lack of spooders lately.
  18. Limerlight replied to a post in a topic in Music