i Qan't taQe the pain, ugh ugh ugh, i'm gonna pop somethin' in

the mouth

^stop it :|

let's look on the bright side- you can't have gases if you don't eat

Yeah you can... when you don't eat your stomach produces different kinds of acids when it is in your 'starving mode'.

I can't say I've had a eating disorder or much problems with being too self conscious about it, I've have been a few times of course, but I think that all depends on your life and surroundings and for another person to fully understand why they do it and how it feels to them is very hard.

let's look on the bright side- you can't have gases if you don't eat

Yeah you can... when you don't eat your stomach produces different kinds of acids when it is in your 'starving mode'.

I can't say I've had a eating disorder or much problems with being too self conscious about it, I've have been a few times of course, but I think that all depends on your life and surroundings and for another person to fully understand why they do it and how it feels to them is very hard.

That's what i'm trying to tell you, Sahara Hime.

Sometimes, it Qan be = to Qutting

I've never had gases in my starving episodes

well, I don't like where this discussion is heading to gotta stop talking about it please eat something Ire, at least you won't have a headache for the rest of the day and either way you're gonna lose weight if you eat very little

I've never had gases in my starving episodes

well, I don't like where this discussion is heading to gotta stop talking about it please eat something Ire, at least you won't have a headache for the rest of the day and either way you're gonna lose weight if you eat very little

just had prawns

I'm very proud of you, I hope it wasn't too traumatic for you

I'm very proud of you, I hope it wasn't too traumatic for you

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i never posted in this thread just now noticed and decided to post my opinion which changed a lot

earlier i was like "super skinny women are sick and eating disorder is a terrible thing" so i judged women who were super skinny and was talking about how much attractive curves are. well but my opinion changed i suppose. in recent time i have been thinking how important is to be thin, i dunno if i gain weight it would be huge problem, earlier it wasn't like that for me but now it is, because i understood that it is really important to be very thin. it makes you feel more confident i guess. i think skinny is beautiful now. and well you know when you get smth then you have to lose smth. so in this case you get (become thin) and lose (food i guess) so it is fair.

i never posted in this thread just now noticed and decided to post my opinion which changed a lot

earlier i was like "super skinny women are sick and eating disorder is a terrible thing" so i judged women who were super skinny and was talking about how much attractive curves are. well but my opinion changed i suppose. in recent time i have been thinking how important is to be thin, i dunno if i gain weight it would be huge problem, earlier it wasn't like that for me but now it is, because i understood that it is really important to be very thin. it makes you feel more confident i guess. i think skinny is beautiful now. and well you know when you get smth then you have to lose smth. so in this case you get (become thin) and lose (food i guess) so it is fair.

i neva thought i'd see you say something liQe this, eglet.

Quz i know how high u held your opinion about these Qinda situation.

was there a partiQular subjeQt that aided in altering your viewpoint on this topiQ?

i never posted in this thread just now noticed and decided to post my opinion which changed a lot

earlier i was like "super skinny women are sick and eating disorder is a terrible thing" so i judged women who were super skinny and was talking about how much attractive curves are. well but my opinion changed i suppose. in recent time i have been thinking how important is to be thin, i dunno if i gain weight it would be huge problem, earlier it wasn't like that for me but now it is, because i understood that it is really important to be very thin. it makes you feel more confident i guess. i think skinny is beautiful now. and well you know when you get smth then you have to lose smth. so in this case you get (become thin) and lose (food i guess) so it is fair.

i'm a lil surprised hearing this from you egle, but i do so much agree w/ you on this. i mean like maybe 5-4 years ago when i was like 15, i was iron flat & i was so dreaming about havin' those j.lo type of curves, i was actualy begging God to make me look like that ... & now idk how to loose more & more weight, bulimia, surviving days only on red bull and ciggarettes. your thin you can wear whatever you want, i'm not the type who would usualy care but i feel like there's a pressure to be thin. and i'm not being mean or anything but skinny jeans don't work for fat people, fashion doesn't work for fat people, i guess this is how it goes now ... harsh but so true

i never posted in this thread just now noticed and decided to post my opinion which changed a lot

earlier i was like "super skinny women are sick and eating disorder is a terrible thing" so i judged women who were super skinny and was talking about how much attractive curves are. well but my opinion changed i suppose. in recent time i have been thinking how important is to be thin, i dunno if i gain weight it would be huge problem, earlier it wasn't like that for me but now it is, because i understood that it is really important to be very thin. it makes you feel more confident i guess. i think skinny is beautiful now. and well you know when you get smth then you have to lose smth. so in this case you get (become thin) and lose (food i guess) so it is fair.

i'm a lil surprised hearing this from you egle, but i do so much agree w/ you on this. i mean like maybe 5-4 years ago when i was like 15, i was iron flat & i was so dreaming about havin' those j.lo type of curves, i was actualy begging God to make me look like that ... & now idk how to loose more & more weight, bulimia, surviving days only on red bull and ciggarettes. your thin you can wear whatever you want, i'm not the type who would usualy care but i feel like there's a pressure to be thin. and i'm not being mean or anything but skinny jeans don't work for fat people, fashion doesn't work for fat people, i guess this is how it goes now ... harsh but so true

ITA abt the sQinny jeans thingy

i guess, sooner or later, we have to accept our flatness.. the thing is, we are already embracing it..

i'm also surviving everyday with a can of redbull.

And there are girls who thinQ they have perfeQt figures

So full of themselves, thinQing they got bones, but all they got is nothing, but air.

And there are girls who thinQ they have perfeQt figures

i only know 2 gals w/ perfect figures, one is Magda and the other one is Tash. and i swear it's not about my obsession w/ models or fashion or anything but tho they really are perfect ...

And there are girls who thinQ they have perfeQt figures

i only know 2 gals w/ perfect figures, one is Magda and the other one is Tash. and i swear it's not about my obsession w/ models or fashion or anything but tho they really are perfect ...

Magda's head bothers me.

Ire I have no idea if her tummy went 'grr' lol

but mine did when I was really thin

I weighed 54 kg at a height of 174cm okay that still is a body mass index of like 17,8 or something but it was really thin

I didn't look good, I am far enough by now to say that

I ate two spoons of cereals in the morning with a little banana or apple. In school I ate two slices of paprica or osmething then a little bid for lunch and then nothing. In the evening like maybe al ittle bit of plain yoghurt and drank three litres of water.

That was during winter. I was outside with my tshirt on in the snow at night

for several hours

to burn calories

SICK

and i did sport too, every day

and you talking about fainting makes me scared! Please eat something!

I once sort of fainted in church because I didn't eat and all. Only for a few seconds but I really had stomach aches, was all dizzy before and afterwards and stuff.

And no, there were no coloured lights or something. It's just black. And it's not worth starving for.

Ire I have no idea if her tummy went 'grr' lol

but mine did when I was really thin

I weighed 54 kg at a height of 174cm okay that still is a body mass index of like 17,8 or something but it was really thin

I didn't look good, I am far enough by now to say that

I ate two spoons of cereals in the morning with a little banana or apple. In school I ate two slices of paprica or osmething then a little bid for lunch and then nothing. In the evening like maybe al ittle bit of plain yoghurt and drank three litres of water.

That was during winter. I was outside with my tshirt on in the snow at night

for several hours

to burn calories

SICK

and i did sport too, every day

and you talking about fainting makes me scared! Please eat something!

I once sort of fainted in church because I didn't eat and all. Only for a few seconds but I really had stomach aches, was all dizzy before and afterwards and stuff.

And no, there were no coloured lights or something. It's just black. And it's not worth starving for.

Substitute normal food with baby food supplements. Applesauce is nice, and i once had my dinner just by eating the baby's dinner, everything in that mushy thingy.

Hmmmm... I've never spoken to anyone aside from my boyfriend about this, and I hope I'm not made fun of or anything for coming out with this, but I think that I may have a body image issue. I lost about 25 lbs over several months, but I cannot see a difference when I look in the mirror. I'm about 5'9, and weigh 120 lbs but I see myself as weighing at least 145-150 or more when I look in the mirror and at pictures. I eat so little these days because I cannot see myself as having lost any weight at all. If I go on the scale and see that I've put on some weight (even if I KNOW this is likely because of water retention or some other stage in the cycle) I go on a hunger strike and do intense cardio for hours. I know the numbers say I'm thinning out, and anything article of clothing over a size 4 is waaay to big for me, but I just don't see it. Worst of all, is that people I used to see as thin I now see as fat! So I can't even compare myself next to them to prove that I'm skinny now. I look at the same pictures of people that I looked at a few months ago and wonder if its really them, because my perspective of their weight in the same picture has changed so drastically. If I'm not working out, I'm sleeping, and, not to get personal, but I've been having digestive problems recently. My boyfriend tells me its because I'm not properly nourishing my body. I want to believe this, but I can't. I used to be so involved with meditation and the like, but I always have this nagging feeling at the back of my head, counting calories and so on. If I eat more than I feel I should, I'm utterly depressed for DAYS straight. What makes it worse is that everyone says your metabolism slows down if you don't eat a lot; so now I'm terrified of eating more than I did the previous day! I don't want to jeopardize my health, but its come to the point where I'll really do virtually anything to avoid putting any weight back on.

This is the only picture I see myself looking thin in, and thats only because I can't see my body.

Lights will guide you home

and ignite, your bones

Hmmmm... I've never spoken to anyone aside from my boyfriend about this, and I hope I'm not made fun of or anything for coming out with this, but I think that I may have a body image issue. I lost about 25 lbs over several months, but I cannot see a difference when I look in the mirror. I'm about 5'9, and weigh 120 lbs but I see myself as weighing at least 145-150 or more when I look in the mirror and at pictures. I eat so little these days because I cannot see myself as having lost any weight at all. If I go on the scale and see that I've put on some weight (even if I KNOW this is likely because of water retention or some other stage in the cycle) I go on a hunger strike and do intense cardio for hours. I know the numbers say I'm thinning out, and anything article of clothing over a size 4 is waaay to big for me, but I just don't see it. Worst of all, is that people I used to see as thin I now see as fat! So I can't even compare myself next to them to prove that I'm skinny now. I look at the same pictures of people that I looked at a few months ago and wonder if its really them, because my perspective of their weight in the same picture has changed so drastically. If I'm not working out, I'm sleeping, and, not to get personal, but I've been having digestive problems recently. My boyfriend tells me its because I'm not properly nourishing my body. I want to believe this, but I can't. I used to be so involved with meditation and the like, but I always have this nagging feeling at the back of my head, counting calories and so on. If I eat more than I feel I should, I'm utterly depressed for DAYS straight. What makes it worse is that everyone says your metabolism slows down if you don't eat a lot; so now I'm terrified of eating more than I did the previous day! I don't want to jeopardize my health, but its come to the point where I'll really do virtually anything to avoid putting any weight back on.

Is it the "Brr" or the "Grr" for u?

And there are girls who thinQ they have perfeQt figures

i only know 2 gals w/ perfect figures, one is Magda and the other one is Tash. and i swear it's not about my obsession w/ models or fashion or anything but tho they really are perfect ...

Magda's head bothers me.

shut up! she is perfection

@SontaSejou it happens to the best of us [gals] at least one time in life ... & as i said before thin is really in right now & there's a pressure for it. you can go in the ignorant mood & don't care or follow your instincts & go wherever it take you, EDs or whatever.