November 25, 200519 yr I hope I won't sound like an annoying old lady, but health is not just about the body. It also includes the mind and the heart. Pain is never pleasant and it's never good. Emotional wounds are much worse than the physical ones so, perhaps you torture yourself as a way to let all the strong or painful feelings you may have inside go away and free yourself. Perhaps physical pain makes the troubles on your shoulders feel less heavy. If so, I think you should consider the idea of talking to someone to help you. Sometimes we focus ourselves too much on a problem or whatever and miss the real world around us. So, you could try that, at least once and who knows? You might discover a whole new world waiting for you. We do care about you. It's not about what you do to your body, it goes much further. I know you will think I say this because I'm not experiencing what you are experiencing. Let's say, you see things from the inside and I see things from the outside. One of us is too focus on the details and can't see the whole picture, and the other sees the whole picture, perhaps in a simpler way. Well, sorry if I've seemed to be disrespectful (and I apologize.. my English is getting worse and worse! ). It wasn't my intention. Caroline, I have to admit you write good stuff. There is one 100% way to cure me. Unfortunately that won't happen, In
November 26, 200519 yr agreed!amazing post Caroline!! truly inspirational. awesome post Thanks for the support, Barry I hope it can be considered as a friend who, across the distance, is there in case someone feels sad or down. We aren't alone as long as we don't insist on isolating ourselves
November 26, 200519 yr Author I must confess I hardly believe all this is true, but in case it is, here I go. I'm going to be kind of familiar here, so I apologize if it's not proper.This year was a terrible year for me. I had a serious and not very common case of anemia and I almost die (that was in April). The treatment I was having didn't work and I needed a bone narrow transplant. Fortunately, it worked and now I'm here talking to you. My point here is, in the case of Vanessa, the best thing you can do for her is to show her you take care of yourself. It's terrible when a disease chooses you to ruin your life, but it's much more terrible to see someone you love destroying himself just for pleasure. I am shocked to hear what you have exprerienced this year!! Thank God you are okay!I will take care of myself but my will to live is very low right now. I feel I lost almost everything. One person in the world can be that important if she is special and Vanessa is as special to me as possible. Obviously you don't know the details of my self-torture practise. I gladly tell about it in private messages if you are interested but not here (it would be deleted by moderators/admins). What I do causes maximal pain with minimal damage. I use electric shocks for that. I am an electric engineer so I know how to play with electricity safely, always below the waist. No one needs to worry about me. It's not pleasure but intolerable pain but it makes me happy. Then, about In
November 26, 200519 yr i think that you really should talk about all of this with a professional. i think that you have many issues which you need to deal with.
August 30, 200618 yr 0.. Sorry, there's no appeal for me, I'd rather deal with Gisele or Adriana over Ines, and we all know how much I can't stand either of those woman.PA.. we've talked about this before, we've even gone a few rounds.. but ugh hun... don't hurt yourself!
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