I am happy to some changes in my life. Now, it seems I can startvagain, knowing more than in the past. I miss some innocence, and of course, big salary and money I lost and some type of luxury lifestyle I had, but study, flat, gym, read, my own space, cats and eat open my mind. Not all people was I thought, and there aee more unemphaty that I thought. A lot of people, only want receive and never give. Another, in good ways, don t let the others be themselve and have own opinions. Well,I never let somebody who told me I never be rich or pretty or slim let me down again.
I saw the dark game from some teachers, more than some politicians. I decide start again. Always, continue the life.
And of course,I can let to be that roles I don t want to be more. I don' t want a calb killing me or putting his ass in my face again, only because he thinks be great and not. I don t want to let my frindge only because a psychologist female doesn t like it. And I don t eant to be one of that women who hates men only because I had bad experiences. I am younger than a lot if people of my age, not disable, because I can learn, and I am more open mind than another ones who have money, support, parents who help and similar.
I choose continue with my ideas, tastes, and believing we are people but individual person, and some things, tastes, ideas, ilusions,never should change if they are nice, healthy, interesting and not bad. I still believing in work, study, volunteer, hobbies, love, nice lifestyle, weddings, families, all together, and not or be rich or be mother, or be work girl or wife, and be rich and healthier, donate blood and do exercise at same time. And I still believe in love, in one ideal man for me with all I want and not be only in the past or romance films or books, or another experiences, because kiss ass is not for me,and still wanting rich luxury healthy life. And of course, for more people too 🤗