Sinha... you should just walk up and say Hi.. make him feel unconfortable instead of you being.

thanks for the advice I know you''e right but its still kinda.. Im hiding a little haha

I am now thinking about what I should eat...so hungry

thinking of daria

Getting ready for work.

listening to the radio

listenin' to lame revival of a great song

trembling

supressing the strong urge to pee.

f' in tired

in pain.

it will be ok

dizzy

Working

painting

ill AND hungry

so nervous for a photoshoot I'll be having this week that Im considering to cancel it

(sick feeling )

photoshoot? you're a model?

so pissed off.

Galatasaray drew 0-0.

it will be ok

i feel better today thanks

pissed about Galatasaray too. <_<

pissed about Galatasaray too. <_<

photoshoot? you're a model?

starting

Someone from Paparazzi models aproached me and gave his card etc to make an appointment

Now they've taken some pictures but not like a fotoshoot (don't how to explain, polaroids I suppose)

And my first photoshoot ever will be with Ray Christian..

Im extremely nervous about posing and everything especially because this photografer was working with the models from Holland's next top model

Im affraid <_< Im really, really, really thinking about canceling

Im always such a coward on these moments :yuckky: But then again..It would be nice to have good pictures and then see what comes...

Right after that one, I will be having one in Belgium so I'll just have to get used to it I guess (heart bounces 20times harder dan right before I started thinking about this haha)

I am now sooooooooooooooo happy

(school is starting next week and I had a great day)