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emerald7

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  1. Celine insta story
  2. Did she deactivatet her instagram?
  3. Larsnitsch
  4. She is very beautiful and I like her in this video. Well made.
  5. They all look very beautiful together but Lorena stands out for me. Thx for the update @Kane I would like that too.
  6. Lol and she is wearing the mask outside but her boyfriend not.... But she looks cute with glasses on.
  7. Ohh thank you. Always curious how the bikinis are and how they are compared to the bikinis from other celebs.
  8. Cameron Hammond
  9. Don't know about nicola. But many know about Bellazon like Lorena or Adriana, Jasmine tookes also shared it on her insta story. Daniela Lopez posted here sometimes and answered questions.
  10. Ahh ok thanks, i hoped it would be longer. So it is like in Hercules.
  11. She posted this last week when she was shooting with him. i am curious if the shooting will be like with the other models.... Yeah she also changed the comment options on her posts for people she follows only. No surprise because she gets a lot of inappropriate comments and DMs.
  12. Yes i know what you mean. If i look at the photos from this year, then i am glad she wasn't there. But everytime i look at photos like the one above or the VS swim pics i think she would be great for SI. But does MJ has to step down, like Ed Razek for VS, so something may change and we can see models like Lorena for SI? And the photoshootings will be more like from few years ago? Yeah i know in which direction SI goes, but if models like Robin Holzken or Josephine can go, why not Lorena?
  13. Gongfashion pCCqB7finHY9?igshid=4w9hiy4dnsmr.mp4
  14. Does someone know how big her part in the Movie Tyger Tyger is? Her boyfriend is also in that Movie.
  15. Can't wait to see her photoshoot with Alexei Bazdarev. She seems very excited too. Wondering if the shooting was similar like from the other models he posted on his Instagram.
  16. She looks stunning. Can't wait to see more of this photoshoot. Thx Matt But why could't Sports illustrated pick her?? She would have been great if they did the photoshoot like few years ago.
  17. Does someone know how the price / quality ratio of the Tropic of C bikinis is? And how they are comparded to other Bikini brand from other models like Emrata, Lauren Layne or Devon Windsor?
  18. TW; It’s part of the job, I told myself. Like an athlete, sort of. I mean, yes, I hadn’t had a period in six years...but Olympic gymnasts don’t get one either? I’m not anorexic. I’m committed to my work. That’s different. Isn’t it? And when I’d go to my former agency, they’d still find flaws..so I can’t be that skinny? They’d say “your legs look athletic”. Which was code in agency lingo for bulky, fat even. Of course they were athletic, I was spending two hours a day doing Pilates. And I’m “pear shaped”, like they had told me. I had picked Pilates for that reason. Thinking it would shed the fat off my legs and hips but still build the “thinly toned” look they so demanded. But you can work and starve all you want and it’ll never shed the shape of your wishbone shaped hips. I didn’t realize that, so I clung to my worth in each number of the scale shed. “When I’m 115, I’ll be happy! That’s the perfect weight” I’d tell myself at 5’10 and already underweight. When I reached 115? 111. The number I had weighed at my freshman physical when my mom said “wow you’re really growing up!”. 111? Well 110 would be a lot better! 110? Well how hard is 5 pounds to lose? At 105 I wouldn’t be even considered a waif, by Hollywood terms. But I’d be close enough. I got to 108 when I started losing my hair. Falling asleep to fast and heavy heartbeats. I knew I was dying. I saw it as hard work. I’d relish in being able to wear clothes from the children’s section. Being able to wrap my whole grip around my forearm. I had no energy unless it was fabricated by caffeine. I told myself it was dedication and not disorder. And to this day, there’s a strong part of me that feels I’ve failed. That feels sad when I look at these videos and pictures and knows I don’t look like this anymore. That I’m not “strong” enough to get back to that point. Well, thank God for weakness then. I don’t know what I weigh now, but more importantly, I don’t really care. I know my worth is more than a number. I know that I can be committed to my career but also to my health at the same time. I know that it’s okay to have a dinner that’s more than 200 fucking calories.
  19. INSTAGRAM: me pretending to be “okay” vs REALITY: me after I cried myself out because I’ve been away from home for 5 months, I miss my dog, I haven’t seen him since then. I miss my family, my bf, my friends, my work, my freedom.. and now I’m here, sitting in a hotel room by myself trying to stay positive, thinking that hopefully I’ll be back soon. We know that sometimes you just can’t hold it in and that’s fine! If you need to cry too, cry as much as you need. Let it all out. Don’t go too hard on yourself bc It’s okay to not be okay! We will get though this together! Be strong! 🙏🏻✨🤍🌹 love, b.
  20. Iam not really impressed... All the wait for that.
  21. Lina Tesch
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