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oh no, trust me i don't think i'm pretty, i never thought but actually i absolutely don't take care of it. that's my perception and this is what i explained. now i could date or have sex with someone really older or fat or bald or without legs or arms, i don't give a f*ck. it's like i broke a wall in my spirit and i don't know if that's something good but i have the feeling i can deal with everything. if i love people's personality, things could be ok. there are few years ago, if someone asked me if it was possible for a girl of 20 years old to date or have sex with someone like hugh hefner, i would answer a big "no". but now i think i even could date or have sex with someone like him. if he fascinates me, he's intelligent, funny, talentuous he really could attract me. maybe that's crazy but this is my actual perception of beauty. i just absolutely don't take care of it because i know, in the end, i always will love, appreciate the beauty of the person i love.

i don't think i'm pretty and honestly i don't really take care of it. more i grow up and less it's important. i can have success with boys, i'm often stopped in the street and guys try to flirt with me, want to offert me a coffee etc and i now if i wanna stay alone in a bar, chill, drink a tea and read a book, there are 80% of chance i won't pay my drink and a guy will pay for me, who would like to invite me etc but in same time since i'm teenager i know i look like a junky. my skin is often very white, i often look tired, i'm hemophilic, so i'm cover of scars, hematomas. i never use lotion for the skin. i'm pretty basic. toothpaste, shower gel, shampoo, deodorant, essential oils and soap for the hand. nothing else. i rarely go at the hairdresser but the last time i was, when i left the place, in 2 minutes 3 different boys stopped me in the street, asked me my phone number or propose me to take a drink with them. so i think when i want i can be attarctive, but i rarely want. i hate jewels ( i just wear the cross my great grand father made), i'm not really into the things like tattoo/piercings and since near of two years i would like to remove my tattoos and i stopped to wear make-up since the last year (play the girlfriend of ronald mc donald and bozo the clown is not my cup of tea). and the fact i lived in hospital make me understand that when you're dying, when you know in 6 month you will be dead, you don't take care of beauty, of your hair, spend hours in front of a mirror and missed your life and try to please to people who couldn't love you if you didn't wear stupid make-up or have perfect hair. i can understand people like tranvestites or transexual need it to affirm their identity but as i girl, i don't see the interest. i wouldn't be more interesting or better because i would lose my time and money in make-up or clothes. every cultures, every generation has its own vision what the beauty should be and this means everything. it means beauty, our tastes can be changed and influenced. so i tried to change my own perception of beauty, be more tolerant and stopped to take care of it and i think it works. i still have tastes but their are not important, their are superficial, they don't count... and now when i saw beautiful people, i still think they are beautiful but their beauty don't attract me. artistically, people like fashion model bore me because even if they are "different", i have the feeling i always see the same person. their body don't "talk". as they were totally empty, without story and mystery. and in a conformal way, following our culture, perfection is unique, but always the same, so often impersonal. of course, people look can be different, but in the end, differences are not huge and more reflect stereotype than something else. by the way, i understood that when you're in love with someone, he can be ugly or beautiful you always love the way he is. you always attracted by him and love is not stronger because of your lover beauty and as i already said, beautiful people can be as jealous and cuckold than the ugly ones. so when you realised all these things, you understand that's stupid to focus on something like beauty. so i don't think i'm beautiful but you can imagine how much i don't give a f*ck.

by luke irons. could someone (a moderator) re-upload the huge pictures from the 3rd page (and the rest) with the forum's attachement ? i tried to checks the 17 pages and see if the pictures have already been posted but i stoped at the 5 pages because of the pictures size... it should be really more confortable. thanks. http://company1.com.au/luke-irons/

by Luke Irons. http://company1.com.au/luke-irons/

by Matthew Kristall http://www.matthewkristall.com/

Birdemic : Shock and Terror (2008) american movie of James Nguyen plot : Rod (Alan Bagh) is a young software salesman living a successful life in Silicon Valley when he meets up with an old classmate and aspiring fashion model, Nathalie (Whitney Moore), and begins dating her. Things go well for the couple while hints of something going wrong occur around them, such as the corpses of diseased birds winding up on beaches. After a night of making love in a motel, their small town is suddenly and for unexplained reasons (though later it is heavily implied that human impact on the environment is the cause) the subject of a series of widespread and violent bird attacks from eagles and vultures. Rod and Nathalie escape from the motel by joining up with an ex-marine named Ramsey (Adam Sessa) and his girlfriend Becky (Catherine Batcha). As they leave town, they rescue two young children, Susan (Janae Caster) and Tony (Colton Osborne), whose parents have been killed by the birds. The group proceeds to drive from one town to the next, fending off more bird attacks along the way and briefly meeting a scientist named Dr. Jones (Rick Camp). Becky is killed by the birds, and Ramsey, in an attempt to enact revenge, tries to save a busload of tourists, only to also be killed by the birds in the process. Rod, Nathalie and the kids continue to flee from the birds, driving into a forest where they briefly meet a "Tree Hugger" (Stephen Gustavson) and stopping at a rural beach. While there, the violent birds attack again but are suddenly (and for unexplained reasons) chased off by a different set of birds which resemble doves. The film ends as Rod, Nathalie and the kids watch the birds fly off into the distance.

by Yoshiaki Sekine http://yoshiakisekine.com/

by Yoshiaki Sekine http://yoshiakisekine.com/

Korkusuz (Turkish Rambo 2) (1986) turkish movie of Çetin Inanç

http://www.boylloyd.com/ in candy of course

about the weight, expresso is right. at first yes you can lose weight, but after a while your body take bad habits and the weight stays the same. and i often lost weight when i stopped bulimia. now, i absolutely can't eat normally. my stomach can't work everyday or after few days get really exhausted. so i try to "eat" 4 or 5 days per week and don't eat 2 or 3 days. i can spend days without eat and absolutely don't be hungry but fortunately my weight stay the same. dont know if this is a good sign because i have hormonal problems and i can't make sport so i'm the kind of people who easily can gain weight. i'm 55kg for 1.70m so that's ok. my body is not perfect (means, i should be 1.80m instead of 1.70 if doctors didn't operate my legs, so i don't think i really nice proportioned but i don't really take care of it) but it never traumatised people and i'm fine with it since few months i have strange crisis. it often start by the stomach and then evolve in my organs. my stomach get really cold, i can't stop shivering, my fingers/skin become blue and very cold. i made hypothermia crisis and i don't understand why but it always start by the stomach. the worst was in august. really big crisis during 8hours. i drunk hot water, take an hot bath, was under the blanket, it changed nothing. i was the summer and my temperature was very low like i was an homeless person in teh street during a cold night of winter. and i didn't feel fine and my heart started to be painful, cold and beat slower. it was really weird but i pretty sure these crisis came from bulimia. about teeth and hairs. i don't lose my hairs and my teeth are ok. just need to brush them.

by cass bird the end remembers me the golf caddy accident during the urban outfitters' photoshoot. would like to be there to see it!

Olüm Savasçisi (1984) another turkish movie of Çetin Inanç with Cüneyt Arkın.

Anders Petersen : Lazy mood and too many good pictures, so here his official website : http://www.anderspetersen.se/selectedworks.html (with nude pictures of course) the ones from Cafe Lehmitz are fabulous

En Büyük Yumruk. (1983) turkish movie of Çetin Inanç with Cüneyt Arkın. the movie is a kind of james bond with a girl dressed like wonderwoman instead of a classic james bond girl. it's hard to really describ the whole story because the movie is in turkish and i don't understand this language. but language is not really important because the scenes are so overplay and stupid that in the end, everyone can "understand". the 3 first minutes can be strange but in the end this is 76 minutes of insane happiness and laughs. En Büyük Yumruk i put the whole movie because A this is a very underground and old turkish movie and B because the movie itself is not really "legal". means it's full of stock footages who doesn't really seem to be allowed... when we know Çetin Inanç put white correction fluid on the flim stock to hide the name that we can see on the stores - no this is not a joke! sometimes he made it to avoid that people could recognize the places and movies - ... i think i can be a bit more "flexible" on his movie distribution. anyway. i'm not sure that's art, but i'm sure this is a masterpiece ! edit of the june 26, 2011 "trailer"

by dimitris theocharis http://www.dimitristheocharis.com/

by William Eaton http://williameadon.com/

yep, from my mother side.

this is my cousine

his twitter wallpaper definitively makes me think about this story. certainly an hidden big brother... http://twitter.com/tylerriggs http://webcache.googleusercontent.com/sear...=en&ct=clnk

by Michael Steven http://losingmyedge.com

oh my god!!! this trailer is brillant! Creepies (2003)

Lewis Hine

that's definitively better to enjoy shitty but very serious movies or a comedy without originality and download illegally harry potter's movies... nice signature these movies are ridiculous because of the screenwrites, the clothes, the actors, music, the production or the FX but they make laught and that's definitively enough. just check the thread title and if you're enough intelligent, you will understand what it means... by the way, have you ever see these movies ? i doubt about it

oh lord, that's amazing!