^ Yes I know, by the way I wasn't excusing her behaviour at all. I am just saying I think it's a mixture of both she really wants to find a family of her own, but I also think she is addicted to fame and is too caught up in her reality tv show and wants to do things that will bring in more ratings which will bring her more fame. You know the whole Kim and Kourtney take new york show is going to detail all this craziness and bring in the ratings. Her family know what they are doing... But under all the superficiality (sp early morning lol) I think there is a real person there who does want a normal life