Lady fatale...don't worry you're not alone...Yea...I know your feelings...when I was 13..I was fat..And no one wanna look at me...No one notice me...But just last year...everyone start to notice me because I was skinny...Guys who have talked to me when i was 13....actually didn't recognise me last year...like...my gawd...am that ugly when i'm 13?? And yea..I pretty much exercise alot and starve myself...But not as much as Lady fatale..You're really strong...keep that up ^^...And something to add on..I always feel insecure about my looks...because I'm mixed blood(Thai/Chi)...So my skin is abit darker than what a typical chinese girl suppose to look like...And I really want smaller eyes, singled eyelid...and thinner kips...I think its cute...And I really want fairer skin...Like Zhang ziyi...I wanna look like a chinese girl...My boyfriend love me alot, I'm the girl that he loves...But I know I'm not the girl in his dreams...I really wanna be the girl in his dreams too...And I remembered there's a korean girl in this forum...I think she looks really pretty....she's the fair-skinned with the small mouth and looked really cute when she smiles...I really admire her...I feel so ugly.....XD...my gawd...I'm tearing...sorry...I got carried away...