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Im sorry if im too explicit or something... People that doesn't suffer of this, wouldn't understand HOW TRICKY became your mind once you have the disorder. Beyond your body, this is a mental illness, and some people tends to forget that. So now, an anorexic may tell you the same thing that Lolita here said. "Why do you want to live beeing THAT fat? You have the power to change your life and healthy. Fat is bad, you don't need it." Does this make sense? Of course nobody wants to have an ED (ok, YES there are some stupid girls that think this is not a illness, and they beg for tips about how to stop eating and all that shit, but those girls are not the case for me.) I don't know how the other girls that suffered ED's started to develop the disorder. I personally started with some sort of depression. And depression went away, but left me that ED. I found out that one kilo less each day, made me happy. Thats how started. So back then i used to ask myself... "why should stop doing the only thing i can have under my own control and make me happy?" "Why should i start eating to make THEM happy?"

I didn't either. I think, it's one of those unknown editorials that are at the IMG page. Because of the dress. But anyway i want it bigger

Kenzo F/W 2010/11 ! ! !

Does anyone has the editorial from muse #21 mag?

Giambattista Valli F/W 2010/11 HQ

Talking with an old friend

Ohhhhhhh just seen The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus, she is amazing! Such a beauty

Backstage

KARL LAGERFELD HQ

Soooooo true. Sometimes you think they are just helping you like... i use to have conversations with them "OMG they made me eat i hate my parents. im running away" or "Goshh i get stucked i don't know what to do. i dont want to go out from my house, even my room beacuse of how i look. So f*cking faaaat " And they are there for you. In some point i think it is helpful because they truely are there for you, and you can truley tell them how you feel. But you can't tell that to your "real" friends beacause they wouldn't understand what and how you feel, and by sure they would talk to your parent and, blah blah blah... (at least thats why i stop seeing them at that point.) But then, when time keeps on passing, is like we are all in the same hole - if you know what i mean- and nobody is coming out of that. So you ll have to stop seeing your friends with the same disorder, for good. Just like a drogaddict has to stop seeing his own gruop of drogaddicts, to stop beeing one. Yes, im kind of happy now. Of course i have those days when i feel like im going down again, but now i know thats not the way. I think it is a struggle for life. And i think a person that used to have this issues can decay any day again.

Amazing! Hope you are right about Givenchy and Gallianooo second out fit at Karl. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SYd7gAo7EaA she can be seen since minute 0.55, but her minute is 1.04

KARL LAGERFELD? woooooooow, i thought that too! !! she looks fantastic ! Rochas preview. She looks incredible. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0MkS8-9ac8 And Karl Lagerfeld. She is at minute 2.05 (L) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XVRHFyygTqI

Hopefully!

Im so happy for her she did seven shows in milan, doesn't she? -Blumarine -Ermanno Scervino -Etro -Francesco Scognamiglio -Moschino -Prada -Salvatore Ferragamo so much better than latley, and now Paris! Anne-Valerie Hash Rochas Dior Loewe And im waiting moreee haha

the cutest

Im sory if the question is too obvios But why do you say that?

Love her eyes.

Anne-Valerie Hash FW 2010/11

Etro Backstage

I use Black XS - Paco Rabbane Omnia - Bulgari. Hypnotic poison - Dior (special ocations ) At sometime i also used to use (thats weird) Halloween - del pozo

Havent seen it Requiem for a dream?

Nope. Are you expecting something? what?

Yes, when i was younger i wanted to be paleantologist. xD Last place you went on vacations?

Ohh, no. I'll have to correct you. In argentina meat is not cheap anymore... -it was on the old times xD. I have not a degree at economics school, but what i undestand happens to be that big companys sells too much meat to other countries. That means we have less meat on our country. That means the prices are too high now, beacause of demand. (dont know profesional terms) Anyway, thats not the point, but i truely doubt meat's price and "carnivor" stylife is some big reason of this. (I know what you are saying, even I tried to work out with that "protein diet") Okey, they diagnosticated me about three years ago. At first it was like.. "easy" I went from 57 kg to 47 kg in three months and that's when my parents found out, so i got stucked, and i started go down and up, i really hated that time. I started kind of a treatment aswell. I thought that was the worst thing. ironic. Its was too quick, i was too troubled (in my own head, of course) so i hardly even care about time passing through and i don't even know when "started" for real. But im guessing eight months or something like that because its was no long till i went conciuos and said myself: ok. i don't wanna die. Because that was what they told me: that i was going to die. I was really lucky because i know too many girls from that time that are still ill, and have really bad health by now. So anyway, i shuted myself from all myfriends so i only had my parents to help me with that. (I dont blame mi fridns, though. I was too bad with them) I like to think it was that control on myself that i was talking about later, what truely helped me, because it was like i twisted the term, for good. Im twenty years old now.

ohhhh she is wonderful