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i can't take the torture anymore, but i need to endure it. i came home to find all my magazines (vogue, HB, W, etc etc etc) gone.. nowhere to be found.. no trace of them... only one L'Officel and one Vogue Paris.. i couldn't even find all my accessories and jewelry... all gone... i searched the whole house, i found few speciments, but not the whole collection.. what is happening? this is incredulous that it infuriates me in every iota of my entirety.. it feels as though i've been violated and my precious has been kidnapped from me with a hefty ransom of me to give up myself just to give in to their nastiness.. That's why it's better to depend on yourself in life, and no one else, because at the end of the day, you only have yourself.. How do i deal with this? How do i deal with grandma? my theory is that she was conspiring against me, cuz we've been having frequent misunderstandings for a few weeks now, and with my decision whether to move out or not, became a confusion and i decided to stay and hold out till the end of the year.. U may think and ask why i put value into material things... fact is, those material things were attained through the sacrificial expenditure of my own monetary resources that i've long sought for other basic needs... but oh no, fashion had to be sooo important.. well, if u want to hurt someone, hurt them where it hurts the most.. i believe that i have a lot of depth in me... and hey, my layer has ripped off me... it's obviously more than this but the misalignment of this circumstance is poking at the spot of humane severity.. the bane of life, the complexity of life, the inferiority of life, the knowledge of life.. don't feel sorry for this soul, as this soul has not self-destruct or has not been assassinated.. instead, wish for the boost of strength to hold on to the last string of the kite flying to heaven...

Hime, i want some umeboshi now, sooo badly!

Rudebox by Robbie Williams from the album with the same title. I hate my grannie's voice! Love Don't Qost A Thing by Jennifer Lopez from the album: J.Lo (Y)

Gisele Selita will be proud of you. <_< I want to see Tyra attending the show! She hasn't attended it since the time she retired! :persuazn: Only her ex-manager, Benny Medina, was there. <_< No thank you I dont want her there anymore. Her personality has suffered tremendously after the success of her own show. She is not the same anymore, especially after "kiss my fat ass" episode. Cant believe I am saying this, but I prefer crazy Naomi over crazy Tyra anyday now *goes to room & starts crying*

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Gisele Selita will be proud of you. <_< I want to see Tyra attending the show! She hasn't attended it since the time she retired! :persuazn: Only her ex-manager, Benny Medina, was there. <_<

awww

Gisele Selita will be proud of you.

Natural: Josie Maran (Y) Beauty: Josie Maran (Y)(Y) Classy: Joesy Man (Y)(Y)(Y)

EUW, i just saw these piQs, he looQs liQe an ape..

Cool! Agamemnon ( ) where are you?? You got work to do :rofl:

November something is the filming december 4 or 5 is the airing november something some of the pix will Qome december something u will see the fierceness NO MORE SEALEIDI, PLEASSSSSSSE

Nice pis You Pis?

I am posting some piQtures of Rachel Smith Miss USA 2007. Go cheQ her out, she's beautiful.. in the general babe disQussion area. (Y)

So what? She's near a big water fountain, she Qan jump in and get wet and...more pix!

You're blind, right? Those 2 above weren't really her best piQs. But the Clarksville one is the best out of all the teens who participated for miss teen usa 2007..they were a bunch of ugly girls... only 7 of them were beautiful.. rachel's piQ was liQe the most professional

why in white??

Miss Teen USA 2007 stuff. dediQated to MiQz..

He should be resting that knee!

Promo for Miss Teen USA 2008

Clarksville Miss Rachel Smith

Analeighhhhhhh Let's hope that she finds her "niche" and feels more Qomfortable with herself in this Qomp!