Amazing pictures, thank you so much CandyLady ! Google translation (can't understand anything, except there's no mention and no sight of Justin being present or even counting in her life, which is in my opinion bad sign and makes me very sad) : Natasha's heart Text ~ Valery Panyushkin # 3 (18) March 2010 / 17:01 / 18.02.10 Every philanthropist knows that charity is not concerned in order to save others, but to save ourselves. The girl was born in Nizhny Novgorod, supermodel, the wife of an English aristocrat, mother of three children and gay Tusovshchitsa building in Russia's province of children's playgrounds, overcoming bureaucratic obstacles and battling with officials. Why should she need it? What fears Natalia Vodianova? From what she saves herself? Emma Hardy / East Photographic Silver Mercedes rustling along the narrow road, meandering in the fields of West Sussex. Outside, a fine rain. Evening. In the light of headlamps across the road fox. We are in the back seat - I supermodel Natalia Vodianova, Baronet-old wife. Way to London is not close. Light at our showroom - only her mobile on my palm. And I read it in English: "I wanted to ask for their forgiveness, I can not turn back the clock and can not prevent the tragedy that occurred to them ..." Natasha was in evening dress and a black cape, which dissolves into the darkness. Deeper still in darkness, under the seat, posverkivayut stilettos - thin metal heels of her shoes. Rare counterclaims lights snatching away from the darkness only her face - like a frightened child - and blond hair. And the thin red-gloved hands above the elbow. She turns the ring, worn over the gloves on the little finger of his left hand. In order not to cry, she starts a conversation with the driver about the everyday trivialities. For example, on the central heating: "Can you imagine all the heat rises, and therefore in the bedrooms so hot that I had even a headache while I was putting the children." "Yes, ma'am, at my house the same problem - the driver responds reassuringly, he feels he Madame cry if you do not talk to her about the heating or daughter's school play, but do not understand why she was so upset. - How did this play a girl, madam? " "Oh, well, she played an angel. Imagine, it hardly persuaded to play a little angel. She does not want to be an angel. Wants to be a girl. Well, at the worst spot or a kitten. " The driver did not know Russian. He was unaware that it was because of me Natasha is ready to cry. That I asked her to tell how she opened one of their playgrounds in Beslan. She began to tell it, but could not. She took a mobile phone and gave me to read huge esemesku, a long letter to her friend, a detailed report on the two days spent in Ossetia. While Natasha was chatting with the driver, I read in her cell, that the new Beslan cemetery, which buried the dead from the attack children, is called Angelovo. Lord, Thy will be done! What a normal girl wants in a Christmas school play to play angel after that! "Oh, Valerie, you did not see the ring?" - Natasha on the light in the cabin, was adopted fumble on the seat and under the seat. "What ring, Natasha?" "I had a ring on his finger. I played with him, and it has gone somewhere. Maybe it fell into the bag when I got out headache tablets? Yes, exactly, that's it! " Emma Hardy / East Photographic I do not accept in search of any part of the ring. I did not guess that accompany it as an executioner. I still think that we just go together, now that we on the road, and before that I was just visiting her and we just chatted. Silly Sancho Panza. Oasis hell A few hours earlier, landed a rented car (shoes thoroughly wet, the driver got lost, had to get out and ask for directions), I was a wooden, slightly rickety door of Natasha's home - in the glossy press alternating sighs of her happiness with gossip about her soon divorce, it decided to name the estate. It is called the mill, because reconstructed from an old mill. Leading to the living room a wooden staircase was decorated knitted village rug from rags and ends with a special kalitochkoy, topped the ladder from the children, so they do not rasshiblis. At this very kalitochke rode Natasha's younger Victor and Neva, enthusiastically Vereshchetin and every second at the risk of collapse or pinch your fingers. Natasha was in a faded stretched skirt in faded shapeless sweater and disheveled hair. I tried to prepare children to dinner. She helped an army of women, selected from the catalog like a home assistants: a good full Russian-speaking nanny, a strong kind of strict girlfriend in square glasses, the first referentka with a computer, the second referentka the keys to the car Vauxhall (both in the UK called Opel) - she was about to go on some instructions, but had still not leaving ... Angel Neva worn around the huge kitchen table and on each round throwing me a plush pink pig. Angel Victor climbed to his mother on her knees, grabbed my milk (milk! English dearer!) And began to pour from the milkman in a cup and a cup of milk jug, but that the boy can not milk because of allergies. Neva selected from Victor all cups, and he wept inconsolably. And then came home from school senior Natasha son Lucas, brought handmade Christmas candle, which immediately broke Victor. Yes, and howled again, not only because of the candles at this time, but from hunger - turkey was still not ready ... Emma Hardy / East Photographic Natasha was amazingly patient with children. Naughty Victor said: "My dear little!" Hoodlums Neva admonished: "Give him at least one cup." Mended the broken candle so that Lucas, and went abroad to wash their hands, and even did not notice. Natasha told me that that her country house in Sussex - absolutely wonderful place, that the windows are small river that approximately every three months, friends come to play mind games. What can I do jogging, preparing for the Paris marathon charity. ( "Oh, I have been training for six months, I can easily run twelve miles, and ran to and twenty-four, only I have sore knees from running, and generally do not like running.") And you can ride a bike, and one day before the big contract, it rolled like this, go head over heels over the handlebars, ragged face of the rocks and lost the contract. "And these people, you represent, even a bouquet of flowers I had sent to learn with me how the accident happened. So strange. Probably I should like something to respect the rights, if you hire him for such huge sums of money "- she shrugged her shoulders and pretended believes that campaigns employ a person, not only his skin, when it comes to cosmetics . Victor raged. Neva tormented the cat in the corner. About the cats found out that one of them belongs to the Neva, the other is owned by Victor, and the one that was with Lucas, died under the wheels of cars, as soon stuck his nose into the street. Lucas kept trying to tell this story in a measured and in English, but only aggravated the general hubbub. Natasha showed the wonders of patience: "Now, my little ... Do not worry, please, kitty, my darling ... Have patience, my dear, you will be able to tell his story a little later. It was rude, but I asked how her lack of exposure to tolerate her antics all this cherubic blond hordes. "Why not? - Natasha even surprised. - How will I be able to endure the rest of the world if I do not have the patience to even their own children? " Then I realized that the main occupation of man on earth Natasha (celebrity, beautiful, rich) said "tolerate". Thus the model for a pair of images is sitting for hours and endure until the stylist put her hair and assistant photographer rearranged light. In exchange for his patience, she buys security - even if only in their own home. She genuinely thinks that the house was noisy with children is an island of prosperity in a hostile extends around the world, of whom there is no escape. Oasis in hell, if you want. Vysun just his nose out (like Lucas the cat) and make sure ... You can make a career, you can marry a baronet, you can move to New York, buy a young husband magnificent penthouse apartment in Manhattan, but once you go up to the window from which a beautiful view of downtown - and you will see how Mohammed Atta on the captured Boeing cuts into the left tower of the World Trade Center. Natasha saw. And you can go to Moscow in an expensive hotel room, flop on the couch, turn on the TV, and there - a terrorist named either Magas, whether Colonel captures the Beslan school. Because around - hell. We - in hell. We only can that create a hell of a small refuge, stronghold of relative prosperity, as it her home, smelling crisp turkey ( "Oh!" Ready! "Now, my little one, let's eat!") As playgrounds, which she set in the Russian provincial cities such as fashion shows, finally, as a gay party. Along with turkey on the table was a DVD-player. Natasha has included cartoons about Cheburashka. And at the same moment the children stopped brawl and quarrel, staring at the screen, because for them there was an oasis of prosperity. Natasha went upstairs to change into evening dress, high heels and red gloves above the elbow, because out of his castle should be well prepared - with weapons and armor. Emma Hardy / East Photographic Feelings squire Even in armor Natasha went to kiss the children for the night. Then we got into the car and went to London, where one of the many parties supermodel Vodyanova must meet superplayer Arshavin, in order to invite the said celebrity to your charity Love Ball, in other words, make sure that Arshavin want to donate money. And we're going in the dark. Fox across the road. About Beslan, I read. Crying Natasha changed her mind. Natasha asked how I liked her idea to build playgrounds in Russia. The idea I like: a rare example of philanthropy, when done anything that is designed entirely for all, when there arises the question, why do you help these children, but not so - why children with heart disease, rather than, say, children with cystic fibrosis. In turn, I asked Natasha, as she had the idea to build playgrounds. She says: "The game - it is very necessary. Childhood - a hard time. Child trauma, it is turned off when it falls on our platform, worn with happy eyes, climbs up the ladder ... " "You'd think all the children suffered injuries ..." Natasha was silent. "You want to say that all children suffered some kind of psychic trauma? .." Natasha was silent. "You want to say that you have experienced emotional trauma in childhood?" - Finally, I guess. Natasha nods. And then a long, long pause. The "Mercedes" on the fly so quietly that you could hear how a nearly silent fan. Outside, a fine rain. Fox on the road eating partridge, hit by a car as he rode before us. Here, it turns out, why they are here roam. Rare counterclaims lights draw their light from the darkness of Natasha's hair and face. Her face is that I want to become old and without sensation, but only with a sympathetic pat her on the head - the poor girl, be patient, soon we will come to London, and then the lights, the lights ... Pre-Christmas hustle ... Colorful crowd on the street ... By the location of the venue approaching expensive cars, and nowhere to park, even if you celebrity. And we will need to pass fifty meters from the car to the entrance under the drizzling rain. Are you in an evening dress and towering heels. I suggest you hand and lead to the entrance. And the counter will be surprised: you must, itself Natalia Vodianova, and even with some old trusty, like Shrek and never flashed through the tabloids. And you'll whisper, that if a photograph, it will not be so good I quickly take your black cloak, as if you instructed me in case of riflemen. For this you have a battle. I tonight - squire. And all these dresses, heels, rings, capes are the weapons. And you know what feels squire, leading to London's streets to hand you - Natalia Vodianova, supermodel in full battle garb? The feeling is as if you hold a bird in the hand. Emma Hardy / East Photographic Flags of the United Russia Natasha said that before attended a party to unwind, and do not leave before dawn. I think I made it too serious impression, and she embarrassed to tell me, how good is fun until the morning with friends. Natasha says that it is now increasingly departs from the party before midnight, but what happens to them in order to find there allies, who helped to build in Russia, children's playgrounds. It is only about these sites and think, I think. It is for them defiles in evening dresses. And for them running a charity marathon in Paris - and his girlfriend Lucy Yomans, chief editor of Harper's Bazaar, and his lawyer, and persuades his director to run with it ... We must also raise money for holding the ball - let alone at the ball, it will collect more money, and they all go to the new construction. Really need a lot of money, because it is not the area that usually stand in the Russian courts, and those that are usually in English parks. Under the swings and roundabouts there is no pavement and land, and a special rubber coating. Stairs, cabinets and wall bars are calculated on the basis of "ergonomic parameters of the child" so that, figuratively speaking, the baby could climb the stairs, holding on to both the handrail, and not one. Downhill casting up a thick layer of a special litter of bark, in the event of the fall of the child is not hurt. Sand-filled ocean or river sand that can be replaced annually. And there the ships with decks and holds, twisted plastic tube-slides, rope network worthy of a giant spider. But they can be special ramps for skateboards and roller, so that has something to do adolescents. And sure - special attractions for children with disabilities. And importantly, that market is three thousand square meters of fenced, guarded, closed at night, and it denied access to adults without children. It is this market about three hundred thousand dollars. Natasha Fund "Naked Heart" is buying equipment for playgrounds, and concludes with the local authorities in the provincial Russian cities of the lease under which the city receives the site in exchange for a commitment to repair it, clean, protect, and let it all children free of charge. But no such luck. In his native Natasha Nizhny Novgorod, a new platform to protect nobody, and at night, vandals raskurochivali stairs and roundabouts, as good citizens cut pieces of rubber coating from under the seat, pridvernye Doormats. The platform is increasingly falling into decay, but this did not prevent the tenant to take money for entrance, making an oasis of joy into a source of pain for what is the child to see through the fence rides and to hear from my mother: "No, let's go, let's go. Expensive. " About two hundred thousands more took the director's representation of Russia Natasha's stock Asi register on the fact that the repair site in the Nizhniy; year has been spent to ensure that legal methods to force the tenant to behave properly. But just then in Penza, director of the park culture, which was built in the area, spoke in the local press with the message that the playground will be paid; which contradicted the words of one of the items as they signed the contract. But residents of Penza nothing about the treaty did not know and react to Natasha, as a rich foreign branch, who came here to tease the children and the children and the same profits. And in Petrozavodsk, local television reported that a mayor has opened for small petrozavodchan excellent site, that site is part of a comprehensive program to build children's mayor objects. And only at the end of reportage for a moment, flashed a shot Natasha's face and it was reported that at the opening of the site came well-known fashion model Natalia Vodianova. Natasha not watched TV and was unable to upset. In Ivanovo open areas designated for ten in the morning on Thursday. Asya Zalogin said that at this time, children mainly in kindergartens or schools, and parents are at work, but the accusative object that but at this time would come a governor, let alone children, do not worry, we'll catch up. Children really caught up from the nearby kindergarten. First, children are embarrassed, and when I finally got used to, here's the governor arrived with flashing lights. And alert the guards pushed the children to the fence, not to please God in the public rights not assaying. And the governor got to the podium, gave a speech about the invaluable contribution of the party "United Russia" in a happy childhood away those that pressed against the fence, and presented on behalf of United Russia's playground washers Karcher. Flags of the United Russia, meanwhile hovered over bought Natasha Vodianova fabulous ship. In many cities, local officials realized that steal on the playground there is nothing special. Then, according to law, the rental site announces a tender and chose cheaper land surveyor, that is the most worthless, which put a rubber coated lumps, the savings on to the peat beds and stole sand from the sandbox. However, since there were not enough.