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another pictures of Lewis Hine i deeply love

by Lucy Carr-Ellison http://lucycarrellison.blogspot.com/

by Jeremy Kost http://jeremykost.com/

by Junji Hata http://models.com/people/junji-hata

by Takaki Kumada http://www.takakikumada.com/

by Laurence Passera http://www.gainsburyandwhiting.com

style wars outtakes Dondi Seen Shy De 5, Kaze & Dez

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'im not "happy" of the result because i would like something i can't have, but the actual result seem to be more natural that what i had which is a pretty good thing

back at home there is 1 hour ago. at first they gave me my medicine agaisnt hemophilia and for the first time of my life i wasn't sick at all which is a super good thing! and the surgery was ok. the surgeon had just opened the half of my nipples and they had changed my implants. the fact is, my right breast where we thought the implant was pierced wasn't pierced at all but the silicone sweating through the implant and that's why my boob was so big. and another surprise that the doctors didn't see when i was at the emergency was my other implant, the one from the left breast was pierced! so the both had a problem! anyway, the surgery was ok and absolutely not painful so i even didn't take the medicine against the pain they gave me. they just allowed me to drink one glasse of water in 32 hours which was horrible but because this time my medicine for hemophilia didn't make me sick so i discreetly gone to the bathroom and i drunk something like 3 glasses of water and i didn't had a bad reaction and i didn't puke the water. and fortunately they didn't notice it because they thought i was trapped in my bed without be able to move. they had been super surprise to see that i even didn't took my medicines against pain. and this morning i had fever, but since weeks i had the feeling i had fever and i was always wrong so at first i didn't tell you but later i was talkng with my parents and i told them and they had touched my head and said i was hot. they told it to the nurse and then the nurse took my temperature and and had been shocked to see i was 39.3

thanks guys. oh don't worry aranka, i absolutely didn't take it as a sarcasm. it sucks but what you want, this is life. A i'm malformed, B i'm hemophilian and my skin is very bad and C this stupid implant fail after near of 6 years. i hate implant, but i'm obligated to wear this. the fact is, few years after my operation we have discovered that many women who had been operated with implants from the same society often had this kind of problem... in 5 years it's like 10 women for 100 and now the implants are not approved anymore in europe. but this is an american company and in USA they are still approved which is a real shame because if they aren't good for europeen women, i don't think they could be good for the american ones... will be in surgery in 4 or 5 hours. eurk. hate this idea, particularly when we know my medicine against hemophilia to avoid bleeding always make me very sick (usually it can kills mornal people ). and i don't like my surgeon. when you know he didn't see the difference between a very swell breast and a normal one there is a problem... so perfect when you know he operates people and must make minutious things...

i think i already talked about it in this thread. when i was 18 years old i had a boob job because my breast was very malformed. at first i absolutely didn't want bigger boobs but the surgeon told me it was really better for me so i did it. since years i honestly hate that, the fact i know they are here, it disgusts me and makes me sick. i was at the point where i would prefer to remove everything even my real boobs and have a boy breast than keep it, but i can't. and worst there are few days ago (friday) my right breast started to be painful and i had the feeling i had fever and i was near to faint (but since 3 weeks i spend my time to faint) so i spent my day at the emergency. the doctors and nurses spent the biggest part of their time to drink alcohol and smoke cigarettes in front of the hospital and to celebrate a birthday party than work and few hours later they suddenly discovered what i though, it means, my prothesis is drilled. now it swells and swells again, my skin start to be painful, no feeling in the tit and now i make a E cup instead of C cup. and i think it because of it that i spend my time to faint but i'm not actually in a healthy periode... my hips bones are very painful because they are malformed so since i'm kid i often have rhumastimes, my vertebral column is very painful since 3 weeks, i still regularly make my "hypothermia crisis", and since few month my coagulation is very bad. one night, there are a couple of month i've been bitten something like 20 times on my legs/feet by a mosquito and i still have the scars. i NEVER touch them but they look like 20 cigarettes burns and my arms are not better. i look like a junky. we can see all the blood test i had during a couple of months : it means, many! and because of it i didn't gave a f*ck about all these faints but in same time i rarely give a f*ck about my health. so yesterday i spend my day in the clinic of the champs elysées talking with a big superfical fag surgeon who at first didn't notice a difference between my boobs C cup and E cup apparently, this is the same thing... and he asked me if i wanted bigger boobs (my first surgeon also did the same and wanted to put me a D or E cup instead of C. don't ask me why, i don't know) and of course like the first doctor they refuse the repair my breast and said implant is the best things for me (and for them. the medicine i must take against hemophilia cost something like 1000 euros for 1ml and i need many per day during few days) and by the way this kind of suregy should be too huge for me and my body should couver of scars and look like frankenstein, which i don't really give a f*ck about... and when they saw my skin cover of scars they have been a bit scared... so i was near to cry when i learn i should be obligated to keep these horrors in my body. i even don't wear make up or buy cosmetic and i have these sh*ts in my body. this is so ironic. anyway, tomorrw i will be operate, again :x

by Zana Bayne http://www.garbagedress.com/

by/with Zana Bayne http://www.garbagedress.com

by Zana Bayne http://www.garbagedress.com

by Zana Bayne http://www.garbagedress.com/

by Kevin Amato http://kevinamato.com/

by Cameron Krone http://www.cameronkrone.com/

by Cameron Krone http://www.cameronkrone.com/

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note to myself. become a lame cheerleader ready to lick moderators' butts. should be useful for the next threads. ps : no, i just can't Cop, no there is no difference between the sections. same thing about the pictures sizes. as an example just checks "Show us your desktop" in "computers, internet and games" on every page you can see people put pictures who are larger than 1050 pixels and nobody never received a warning.

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