It scares me. U seem to have no self esteem, I hope I'm wrong.
Rational, I give you that. I don't have much self esteem, all men are not born as handsome as Brad Pit. This is my way to deal with it.
You might find it hard to believe that not all females are shallow, but it`s the truth. You don`t have to look like Brad Pitt to get yourself a beautiful female. But to do that, you have to have a self esteem. And yours seems very low.