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chevelle- mia i love this song so much.

yea that was kinda using the terms loosely i guess. what i mean was it shows alot more than when i worked out regularly. i used to train for strength and now i just dont care that much, so regular activities that i do which are strenuous have been toning my muscles and it makes me look more ripped....well, at least my torso looks more ripped...my arms are still twigs. its gotta be horrible genes or something but i cant thicken my wrists at all. anyways, when i used to work out it wasnt around looking good....now i realize looking good makes alot bigger difference in my life than being strong as hell. plus my metabolism makes putting on muscle mass a bitch and a half, so im content with just having a nice body

eh? i look exactly how i want to.

i've pretty much stopped working out altogether due to lack of time...but ill probably pick up at least half of it over the summer. the weird thing is, if anything, im in better shape now than i was when i worked out regularly. paintball has toned my muscles incredibly...my torso is incredibly defined compared to what it was when i worked out. just tonight i was with my girlfriend and i made a comment about i have girly arms and she goes, "wow you do kinda have girly arms...except right there you have muscle." when she pointed at my bicep...which is still really small...and she poked my forearm which is like a rock from paintball (holding the gun up so much) and goes wow why do you have so much muscle there....then i go, "oh thats not where the muscle is." and i stood up and pointed at my lats and abs (shirt was already off from....stuff...we were doing earlier ) so she poked my lats and goes, "oh my god thats muscle?" she thought it was my ribcage because it was rock hard....and i credit paintball to my lats being big too. and then my abs....which is all paintball, mainly from playing the snake and snapshooting...but i cant really say what she did about that because it starts getting dirty from there :evil:

incubus- echo

chevelle- breach birth

man i think its nasty as hell...

its all over the radio

american head charge- walk away Money is hate So love me now While I'm still unimportant enough to be I will prove myself And absence a shadow I will never be what you don't deserve Cause it's better to walk away It's better to walk away It's better to walk away It's better Follow me and you'll find Your reflection is not even close to yours' anymore Images patterned on dreams on your secrets Poisoning connections as you slide away from gone Cause it's better to walk away It's better to walk away It's better to walk away It's better to walk away From you We're dirty and hungry and bitter and tired and broke and bruised and battered so happy I've been here way too long Money is hate So love me now While I'm still unimportant enough to be I will prove myself And absence a shadow I will never be what you don't deserve Cause it's better to walk away It's better to walk away It's better to walk away It's better ------------------------------------------------------------------- american head charge- seamless stink filled spasms deep in a colostomy bag I like being trapped inside the plastics wearing out red and perfect her legs spread out in front of me theyre so open they make me sweat its my lubrication recent findings say circumcise the abstinent make it hard for them to breathe I like to make you lie dropped and so ill steeped in my mysogeny my shaking hands are in the skin Ive gone too far too soon you look so seamless now she stared at me thinking I was sweet to it her legs tied apart for me it feels so good inside now Im thinking whos this that lies under me needs a piece of my respect you make me so sick Im crawling broken my face is cringing to see figures drawn inside of me succumb [3x] sickness fittings procured this fascist medium but know Im laughing in your face you lie [3x] you look so seamless now take me take my life

wow she is so anorexic :x :x

fear factory- 0-0 (where evil dwells) fear factory- h-k fear factory- demanufacture \m/

chevelle- one lonely visitor

skindred- nobody just bought this cd

euphoric once again......i had a gooooooooooood night

incubus- warning incubus- echo

mudvayne- internal primates forever

i finished the perks of being a wallflower yesterday....good book. the coolest part about it though is that its my girlfriend's favorite book and she makes all of her friends read it, and we were talking about quotes and stuff from the book and we got the idea to have everyone write their name inside the cover, highlight it and highlight the lines they like. i dunno i just think that would be something great to have to remember these times when we're all older and havent seen eachother in a while.

^awesome song metallica- fade to black

fight club and team america....or at least had it playing in the background :evil:

euphoric having an amazing day

fear factory- 0-0 (where evil dwells)

uh then fear factory fallls under this category too i fucking love fear factory and i've gotten everyone around me hooked on at least one of their songs. everyone. 2 amazing songs and incredibly heavy songs by them: 0-0 (where evil dwells) and concreto....both with insane drums

chevelle- one lonely visitor

boondock saints and freddy got fingered.....tomorrow im watching fight club