Thank you Joeh for your great support. There are some points I would like to say about , though I was intended to never visit this site. 1) One alien guy with no contributions of your favorite Helena comes here and say such harsh words and actually value all my work as dirty and cheap, a dirty whore would be treated better. Yes I was a bit emotional when I told him to keep his thoughts in his mind but these words were said because of my very low mood after I found that my web-page collapsed. 2) Yes, we're not all the same, we all have our taste but humiliating people like that is disgusting. As for me , I also do not like everything I see here but I never allow myself to say negative words on anybody's contributions because I respect everybody and everything is valuable, we all can take what we like and do not touch what we don't need. 3) Yes, I create fake covers but if you remember I post them really rarely (except the first period when I had a lot of them but by people's request here I reduced my posts) I haven't posted them for about 8 months !! And doing a few new covers I took about 1/5 of one page of the thread. WAS THAT REALLY HARD FOR YOU TO SEE THEM HERE ??? Someone behaved as if I was posting my covers in every page and in every post ! 4) My friend Vahito (whom I thought he was) hushed to support that man's words and spoke against me , though earlier he had admired some of my covers very much. And then hearing those harsh words of someone who's not his friend and not Helena's fan he preferred to say that it was really hard for him to see my fake covers in this thread 5) Even if they are fake they are about Helena and it has the right to be here. If you don't like them just do not download them, that is my opinion. 6) That user said that by putting Helena's face on my fake covers I make her ugly. DO YOU REALLY THINK I MAKE HER UGLY, Vahito, Przemek and 90sFan ??? If putting text over model's picture means making her ugly than every edition of every fashion and other magazines are making all beautiful women ugly by putting them on their covers. I just fantasies her beautiful images on covers , how they would look if editors were more attentive to Helena's heavenly appearance. It's just a piece of art , not serious but still 7) Then comes Przemek and says even more interesting thing - that I am a kind of criminal - that I use trademarks of fashion magazines. For your consideration Przemek , a person become a criminal when he make business on any label which I do not make, I make no money on those covers, they are for me and for fans only 8) It's disgusting when somebody gets hurt and all other people rushes and instead of supporting or at least staying neutral to the person begin to kick him more and beats him down to fall. That's what you did to me, I think you know who was these persons. I really have an awful life and there ain't much good things that make my day and this forum dedicated to Helena where I feel home was very important to me. After my hosting crushed my site that I made with so much efforts I was down-and-out and had a very bad mood. And then I came here and read these posts of people I called my friends. You really spit into my soul and you even don't realise what 4 of you did to me. As Joeh says you did crush my spirit and I feel no more home at bellazon. So, this is my last post here, don't worry you will never be bored again with any piece of my work. I'll continue creating them but for my eyes only.