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Please calm down man! It is an increadible complex movie and it takes time to understand why it is the best movie ever. George Lucas is an artist, he does not need to make every character "cool" the way YOU find things cool. No plot? Man, that is a cliche when you have been too narrow-minded to understand something complex or different. Be smart and realise Star Wars is about learning what is cool.

I have to find time to listen the comment track on Ep III DVD General Grievous is amazing! So photorealistic! Fantastic job from ILM!

I am shocked to hear what you have exprerienced this year!! Thank God you are okay!I will take care of myself but my will to live is very low right now. I feel I lost almost everything. One person in the world can be that important if she is special and Vanessa is as special to me as possible. Obviously you don't know the details of my self-torture practise. I gladly tell about it in private messages if you are interested but not here (it would be deleted by moderators/admins). What I do causes maximal pain with minimal damage. I use electric shocks for that. I am an electric engineer so I know how to play with electricity safely, always below the waist. No one needs to worry about me. It's not pleasure but intolerable pain but it makes me happy.

Thanks Yana! I really want her to be happy. I don't know if she knows about me. I don't know if she ever got/read my fan letter.

Caroline, I have to admit you write good stuff. There is one 100% way to cure me. Unfortunately that won't happen, In

Vanessa was worried at first but I have explained things well to her and she trusts me. She does not want me to suffer but she can accept my self torture because it makes me happy. I don't damage my health, on the contrary it's excellent physical exercise. I'm not crazy, I know what I am doing.

I am flattered about that fact but I quarantee my well-being is not compromised for this.

No need to worry about me in regards of self torture.

Even if I can change it is a long process. I am in balance with myself so I don't see myself any reason to change. It's me who feels the pain and it's okay to me. Other people don't feel my pain so why do they care? My parents don't know and it's not their business just like their sexuality is not my business.

If I only knew. Probably it has something to do with my perverted sexuality. I have learned things about myself and I try to live my life accordingly.

Thanks again Caroline for your kind words. I don't torture myself much. Sometimes I have a need to do it and it makes me happy. I really think I have the right to be happy, everyone has. Self-torture is only one way to worship her.

Thank you Caroline for your understanding opinion! Clever words! I am serious, very serious. I mean I am a loser in the eyes of many members of BZ. @ Barry: Suffering torture for the rest of my life is a fair price for the privilegde of living on the same planet at the same time with the most beautiful woman ever. In

what are you gonna do when she quits modelling and becomes pig-ugly? I warn you Barry. I can add your name back in my anti-fight program if you start again. Can't we just be friends??? In

Thank you so much Lullaby! With pleasure!

I want to hug you both miss_vellutini & purple!

Okay, most of you people don't worship her at all and some of you don't even like her. I have to admit I have overestimated badly her popularity. Well, I can't do much about that because I am a loser. I have to accept the facts as their are. I will worship her deeply the rest of my life. You others can do whatever you want. Thanks for your comments and votes.

Thanks Judith!

Thanks miss_vellutini for these amazing picture posts! Thank you again miss_vellutini! Peace!

Well I get the appeal. "Why" is irrelevant. Whether you worship someone or you don't. Some people worship Gods. Why? I just worship her deeply. Simple as that.

Many reasons - She is a good person (fovesta has met her and testifies she is very kind) This is not true among all supermodels. - She is clever - She is the most beautiful woman ever - She makes the world a better place - People have enjoyed her beauty and elegance even on the silver screen.

I don't know if she should be worshiped but she makes me worship her and she deserves it all and more.

NOTHING SPECIAL???? She is as special as they come!

Yes, November 21 is the most important day of the year. I know it sounds bad but I have suffered so much for her! The worst thing is to life without her, without even meeting her! All the self-torture I practise in order to worship her is nothing compared to my mental suffering. Physical pain takes mental pain away and in fact I feel strong happiness when I suffer self-inflicted pain.

Thank you purple! I'm nothing compared to Goddess In

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