Aw! Everyone i'm sure has this feeling. I did, and occasionally I do. The real crazy people are the people who don't think there crazy..Get what im tryna say to you?! So..no your not crazy babe, nor are you going to be.. Its a normal thing for humans to think otherwise about life, especially at their teen years. So much peer pressure on you. Stop being paranoid, stay positive and go smoke some weed, and live your teenage aspects of life!!!