irenistiQ
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what you tryna say???
i'm just trying to say that it's one's choice this whole thin thing. well if they do it for attention then itz there problem ... this subject atracts manny diverse opinions & people should understand that other's lifes are not for them to judge.
& what is it w/ all this "scared" thing?
... you so confuse me iry.oh baby, sorry, i didn't mean "you" YOU...
just a bit rhetoriQal...
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Hmmmm... I've never spoken to anyone aside from my boyfriend about this, and I hope I'm not made fun of or anything for coming out with this, but I think that I may have a body image issue. I lost about 25 lbs over several months, but I cannot see a difference when I look in the mirror. I'm about 5'9, and weigh 120 lbs but I see myself as weighing at least 145-150 or more when I look in the mirror and at pictures. I eat so little these days because I cannot see myself as having lost any weight at all. If I go on the scale and see that I've put on some weight (even if I KNOW this is likely because of water retention or some other stage in the cycle) I go on a hunger strike and do intense cardio for hours. I know the numbers say I'm thinning out, and anything article of clothing over a size 4 is waaay to big for me, but I just don't see it. Worst of all, is that people I used to see as thin I now see as fat! So I can't even compare myself next to them to prove that I'm skinny now. I look at the same pictures of people that I looked at a few months ago and wonder if its really them, because my perspective of their weight in the same picture has changed so drastically. If I'm not working out, I'm sleeping, and, not to get personal, but I've been having digestive problems recently. My boyfriend tells me its because I'm not properly nourishing my body. I want to believe this, but I can't. I used to be so involved with meditation and the like, but I always have this nagging feeling at the back of my head, counting calories and so on. If I eat more than I feel I should, I'm utterly depressed for DAYS straight. What makes it worse is that everyone says your metabolism slows down if you don't eat a lot; so now I'm terrified of eating more than I did the previous day! I don't want to jeopardize my health, but its come to the point where I'll really do virtually anything to avoid putting any weight back on.
This is the only picture I see myself looking thin in, and thats only because I can't see my body.
this whole situation is difficult and I don't think someone will ever make fun of you for this!
It's very brave of you to talk about it here. I had/ have some of these issues myself. I lost and lost weight and my hips stayed fat in my opinion. The thing is, the rest of my body got bony like hell. You could count the ribs on my thorax. I came to the point where I realised that I don't look good and that starving myself will not make my hips smaller so to say.
You need to find a way to like your body. Maybe your boyfriend can help you with that. And maybe you should talk to someone. Because if this is or is becoming anorexia it is dangerous as well. There are still girls and boys who die of anorexia because there comes a point where you can't control it anymore.
I hope you get better soon. Try to find a way to like yourself. You can't really see much on the picture but I bet you look gorgeous just like you are.
Maybe it helps you as well to ask yourself, why you want to look thinner.
You Qan save lotsa money.
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And there are girls who thinQ they have perfeQt figures
i only know 2 gals w/ perfect figures, one is Magda and the other one is Tash.
and i swear it's not about my obsession w/ models or fashion or anything but tho they really are perfect ...Magda's head bothers me.
shut up! she is perfection 
@SontaSejou it happens to the best of us [gals] at least one time in life ... & as i said before thin is really in right now & there's a pressure for it. you can go in the ignorant mood & don't care or follow your instincts & go wherever it take you, EDs or whatever.
Sonta, nice Qleavage :evil:
Thin has been in since Twiggy Qame abt.. and since Kate Moss was bossing ard... so...
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ThiThi, i see your refleQtion on the sQreen!!!
Yes, Yes!
RaQZimmerGlimmer on Rhythm Guitar
Gisele on Lead Guitar
Jeisa Chimi on Bongos
Adriana Lima, the official Qroupie + maraQas
Ale Qan be official knoQed up singer of the band
Trentini Wini Qan be the baQup vox + AnaBB and her husQy voice!
Yep
That's me That would be a great band :brows:
All-Star, Popozao Band!
Oh My, i left the greatest ass of all, out!
Izabel Goulart!
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Hmmmm... I've never spoken to anyone aside from my boyfriend about this, and I hope I'm not made fun of or anything for coming out with this, but I think that I may have a body image issue. I lost about 25 lbs over several months, but I cannot see a difference when I look in the mirror. I'm about 5'9, and weigh 120 lbs but I see myself as weighing at least 145-150 or more when I look in the mirror and at pictures. I eat so little these days because I cannot see myself as having lost any weight at all. If I go on the scale and see that I've put on some weight (even if I KNOW this is likely because of water retention or some other stage in the cycle) I go on a hunger strike and do intense cardio for hours. I know the numbers say I'm thinning out, and anything article of clothing over a size 4 is waaay to big for me, but I just don't see it. Worst of all, is that people I used to see as thin I now see as fat! So I can't even compare myself next to them to prove that I'm skinny now. I look at the same pictures of people that I looked at a few months ago and wonder if its really them, because my perspective of their weight in the same picture has changed so drastically. If I'm not working out, I'm sleeping, and, not to get personal, but I've been having digestive problems recently. My boyfriend tells me its because I'm not properly nourishing my body. I want to believe this, but I can't. I used to be so involved with meditation and the like, but I always have this nagging feeling at the back of my head, counting calories and so on. If I eat more than I feel I should, I'm utterly depressed for DAYS straight. What makes it worse is that everyone says your metabolism slows down if you don't eat a lot; so now I'm terrified of eating more than I did the previous day! I don't want to jeopardize my health, but its come to the point where I'll really do virtually anything to avoid putting any weight back on.
Is it the "Brr" or the "Grr" for u?
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Ire I have no idea if her tummy went 'grr' lol
but mine did when I was really thin
I weighed 54 kg at a height of 174cm okay that still is a body mass index of like 17,8 or something but it was really thin
I didn't look good, I am far enough by now to say that
I ate two spoons of cereals in the morning with a little banana or apple. In school I ate two slices of paprica or osmething then a little bid for lunch and then nothing. In the evening like maybe al ittle bit of plain yoghurt and drank three litres of water.
That was during winter. I was outside with my tshirt on in the snow at night
for several hours
to burn calories
SICK
and i did sport too, every day
and you talking about fainting makes me scared! Please eat something!
I once sort of fainted in church because I didn't eat and all. Only for a few seconds but I really had stomach aches, was all dizzy before and afterwards and stuff.
And no, there were no coloured lights or something. It's just black. And it's not worth starving for.
Substitute normal food with baby food supplements.
Applesauce is nice, and i once had my dinner just by eating the baby's dinner, everything in that mushy thingy. -
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i never posted in this thread just now noticed and decided to post my opinion which changed a lot
earlier i was like "super skinny women are sick and eating disorder is a terrible thing" so i judged women who were super skinny and was talking about how much attractive curves are. well but my opinion changed i suppose. in recent time i have been thinking how important is to be thin, i dunno if i gain weight it would be huge problem, earlier it wasn't like that for me but now it is, because i understood that it is really important to be very thin. it makes you feel more confident i guess. i think skinny is beautiful now. and well you know when you get smth then you have to lose smth. so in this case you get (become thin) and lose (food i guess) so it is fair.
i'm a lil surprised hearing this from you egle, but i do so much agree w/ you on this. i mean like maybe 5-4 years ago when i was like 15, i was iron flat & i was so dreaming about havin' those j.lo type of curves, i was actualy begging God to make me look like that ... & now idk how to loose more & more weight, bulimia, surviving days only on red bull and ciggarettes. your thin you can wear whatever you want, i'm not the type who would usualy care but i feel like there's a pressure to be thin. and i'm not being mean or anything but skinny jeans don't work for fat people, fashion doesn't work for fat people, i guess this is how it goes now ... harsh but so true
ITA abt the sQinny jeans thingy
i guess, sooner or later, we have to accept our flatness.. the thing is, we are already embracing it..
i'm also surviving everyday with a can of redbull.
And there are girls who thinQ they have perfeQt figures
So full of themselves, thinQing they got bones, but all they got is nothing, but air.
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:rofl:
u spent ur momma's money in topshop!?!??
i stepped into there, the other day, they had a good sale on their white shirt!
i won't have any time to go there and buy anything, dang exams and tests are Qomin' up. :anger:
ThiThi, i see your refleQtion on the sQreen!!!
Yes, Yes!
RaQZimmerGlimmer on Rhythm Guitar
Gisele on Lead Guitar
Jeisa Chimi on Bongos
Adriana Lima, the official Qroupie + maraQas
Ale Qan be official knoQed up singer of the band
Trentini Wini Qan be the baQup vox + AnaBB and her husQy voice!
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i never posted in this thread just now noticed and decided to post my opinion which changed a lot
earlier i was like "super skinny women are sick and eating disorder is a terrible thing" so i judged women who were super skinny and was talking about how much attractive curves are. well but my opinion changed i suppose. in recent time i have been thinking how important is to be thin, i dunno if i gain weight it would be huge problem, earlier it wasn't like that for me but now it is, because i understood that it is really important to be very thin. it makes you feel more confident i guess. i think skinny is beautiful now. and well you know when you get smth then you have to lose smth. so in this case you get (become thin) and lose (food i guess) so it is fair.
i neva thought i'd see you say something liQe this, eglet.
Quz i know how high u held your opinion about these Qinda situation.
was there a partiQular subjeQt that aided in altering your viewpoint on this topiQ?
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Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2008 (PRE-SHOW Thread)
in 2008
And hopefully, she won't have any mishaps.