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  1. Oh come on you've been on BZ for a long time, you know better. Please keep the torture talking out of the thread!
  2. The third and final patch of "LA CENA PER FARLI CONOSCERE" DVD-screen captures:
  3. Patch 2 of "LA CENA PER FARLI CONOSCERE" DVD-screen captures: Hope you like...
  4. I bought recently Inés Sastre's Italian film "LA CENA PER FARLI CONOSCERE" ("dinner to let them know") from 2006 on DVD (not much her stuff on Blu-ray unfortunately so slow resolution is what we have to be thankful for). Here are some of the screen captures of the film (cropped to 16:9 as the film is 2.3:1). I also made some picture adjustment to make them a bit brighter. The resolution is low, but this is what we have. More captures coming later, this is patch 1. Inés Sastre is not just a pretty face. Her acting is impressive. Elegant and natural. You can see from these captures alone that she can act. Look at how her facial expression changes between the third and second last capture when the creepy guy starts to touch her hair. You can read from her face how the situation becames more and more unpleasant and initial friendly smiles turn into a continuum of negative feelings.She acts that scene perfectly!
  5. Slightly extreme? I suppose. To my eyes her beauty and sexiness are extreme, torturous even, but also heavenly. I don't send her harrashing messages on social media, I don't even have accounts on those! Her safety, privacy and happiness are important to me. How could I ever mean harm to someone who I worship as one of the most lovable creatures in the universe? Makes no sense. What makes sense is her to live her life happy without harrassment from some total loser who electrocutes his genitals in order to worship her. Roselyn has driven me insane long ago, but as an intelligent person I direct the insanity to myself instead of other people. That way all suffering is on me. I don't blame you if you don't believe me after reading how I worship her, but she would be very very safe around me. I would do my best to ensure she would feel admired and worshipped but NOT harrassed.
  6. Worshipper pa wishes TRUE Goddess Ines Sastre a memorable Birthday!
  7. This is pretty much the same what I wrote in TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez thread, but it applies to TRUE Goddess Ali Landry too so that's why I "cut 'n' paste" this. I understand very well that losers are totally ignored by Goddesses and especially TRUE Goddesses. I want Ali Landry be as happy as possible. Happiness requires concentrating on things important and relevant to your life. So, her ignoring us losers is a good thing. I hope and believe Ali understands she is worshipped by many losers, thousands I think. I hope she understands her sexyness and beauty drives us losers insane. I hope she understands why we losers masturbate on pictures of her. It is never to disrespect her. It is always to worship her. We losers could masturbate on pictures of Playboy playmates, adult models, glamour girls, pornstars, Miss Universes etc. but we choose to masturbate on pictures of TRUE Goddess Ali Landry. I hope she would understand why I inflict pain on myself in order to worship her [1]. The visual pleasure radiating from the pictures of her is extreme! My brain experiences very powerful effects because of that. I feel I must suffer to balance out the visual pleasure. Of course I am unable to inflict strong enough pain on myself to balance out all that enourmous visual pleasure because I am a loser. I hope she would understand that I am totally harmless to her. Yes, I worship her deeply. Yes, she is my obsession. Yes, she has driven me nuts. However, her well-being is extremely important to me. I respect her privacy. I wish her all the best in life. I protect her if I can. She can ignore me or even be unfriendly toward me. It does not change the way I feel about her. I will worship her the rest of my life and pray for her happiness. [1] Once I tied my wrist with a belt which I attached to a metal bar above me. Then I got on my knees hanging partially on my wrists. I had electric wires attached to my pathetic penis and an audio amplifier. My computer played 40 Hz square wave signal amplified by the amplier at high voltage level. I also had a gag in my mouth to attennuate screaming. 40 Hz square wave causes nasty pain. It feel burning and cutting like a red hot knife. The pain was among the strongest I have suffered in my life. My body convulsed strongly of the pain and I screamed as much as allowed by the gag. Withstanding such a pain was like trying to move a wall which of course does not move. It was so painful, but nothing compared to how much I should suffer to worship TRUE Goddess Ali landry. I should have at least attached the wires to my scrotal sack and have the same or higher voltage level. The pain would have been maybe 10-100 times stronger and I would have probably passed out, but I am a total loser!
  8. This is pretty much the same what I wrote in TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez thread, but it applies to TRUE Goddess Ali Landry too so that's why I "cut 'n' paste" this. Withstanding torture for TRUE Goddess Ali Landry. I worship TRUE Goddess Ali Landry deeply. Her stunning beauty and brutal sexyness has driven me nuts. I don't know how to handle her existence, or to put it as it is I don't know how to manage her existence in a sane way. I think TRUE Goddess Ali Landry does not want to torture anyone. She probably thinks it is horrible, wrong, immoral. Yes, that's what it is. However, I'm willing to be tortured by her. Why? Well, to show how much I worship her. I am a total loser, a very weak man. There are limits of how much I take pain. I can't take extreme or even hard torture for her and it makes me cry. TRUE Goddess Ali Landry is so wonderful and I worship her so much I should be ready to suffer ANY torture for her. However, I know I can't. I have to be realistic. Suffering even mild torture is hard. I should be happy if I can do that. TRUE Goddess Ali Landry has the right to torture me within my limits. She has the right to enjoy my suffering. It does not make her a bad person, because I gladly accept it. Suffering torture is nothing if it makes her feel worshipped and gives her sadistic pleasure. I believe the worst thing about pain is feal and stampede. When I insert my feet in a container filled with ice -cold water while shivering of cold naked inside a cold closet I feel strong fear of dying even when I stop the self-torture long before dying. I think the fear is worse than the strong pain caused by ice-cold water. Fear makes me hesitant to suffer more. What is there to fear inside TRUE Goddess Ali Landry's torture chamber? Death? What I fear is she doesn't want to torture me. She would be denying her right to feel worshipped and enjoy sadism. Pain makes one scream. It makes one's body wriggle of uncontrolled muscle spasms. When the pain get's too strong, one passes out. I can manage a lot of that as long as fear isn't too strong. I would gladly help her with torture methods. I am an electric engineer and I can arrange her an effective electrotorture system. A very painful electrotorture signal is squarewave at 40 Hz. She could electocute my balls with such a signal. At level 10 volts I would show some discomfort. At level 20 volts I would scream. At level 30 volts I would scream as loud as I can and at highel levels I would pass out. I hope she would feel herself worshipped after seeing how I am willing to suffer such a torture for her. What kind of torture I would NOT suffer for her? Well, things like inserting needles into eyes, mutilations/castration etc. Especially torture of eyes is so horrible I am unable to suffer such a thing even for TRUE Goddess Ali Landry. She is worth ANY torture, but I am a total loser and able to suffer only mild to moderate torture for her. Thank you for reading this! It's ok if you think I am insane, perverted, disgusting, sick, etc. You are probably right. I know this is sick, but what can I do? TRUE Goddess Ali Landry walks on the same planet with me!! How am I supposed to manage it without going insane? Of course I have these sick fantasies! Thank you again for reading!
  9. Happy Birthday Ali Landry! Worshipper pa wishes You dear TRUE Goddess a memorable day. ***** I worship TRUE Goddess Ali Landry so much! She is the third most sexy and beautiful woman I have ever seen and she must be one of the most sexy and beautiful women who have ever lived. Her sexiness and beauty is in the categories of "ridiculous", "insane", "over the top", "astronomical" and "extreme". Or rather in a category far above these, but languages don't have words to describe such a category. She is not just a Goddess. She outshines Goddesses and therefore I call her a TRUE Goddess. She is one of the few women responsible of making me a worshipper some 15 years ago, driving me nuts with her stunning appearance. I don't know how to handle her existence! I want to be the water in her bathtub. I want to be tattoo ink under her skin. I want to eat her alive! I want to be her husband Alejandro Monteverde aka the luckiest man in the world and fuck her so hard and give her as much sexual pleasure as possible! I want ALL men in the world to worship her. I am so torn apart by her sexual appearance. Whenever I see pictures of her I feel dizzy and even physical pain because she is so damn gorgeous! Yes, women can be too sexy and beautiful. She is. *****
  10. My worship period of TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez (April 2 - July 20) is coming to an end soon. The worship period of TRUE Goddess Ali Landry will start on July 21, on her Birthday. Worship periods means I concentrate on worshipping one TRUE Goddess at a time. So, Ever since April 2 this year, I have been masturbating on pictures of TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez and also suffered for her. I am such a pathetic loser and I have suffered ridiculously little for TRUE Goddesses Inés Sastre, Roselyn Sanchez and Ali Landry over the years considering how insanely beautiful and sexy they are. To make justice to them, I should willingly suffer much more than anyone ever could. The torture methods would be too horrible for a total loser like me to withstand and even if I was a real man and were able to suffer anything I would die as the result of the torture within a few days! Anyway, these worship periods are about concentrating on one TRUE Goddess. Of course I worship them all three all the time for the rest of my life. So, even if I masturbate on pictures of TRUE Goddess Ali Landry between July 21 and November 20, TRUE Goddesses Inés Sastre and Roselyn Sanchez are also worshipped by me inside my poor head constantly. It's impossible for me to stop worshipping any of these insanely beautiful and sexy women even for a second. I am so sorry for being such a pathetic loser dear TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez! You have all the reasons to ignore, despise, humiliate and call me a complete loser, worm, piece of shit or whatever You want. Whatever You do, I will worship You the rest of my life!
  11. SICKNESS SLAVERY We who worship TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez pray for her health, but sometimes even a Goddess gets ill. That's when the world stops for us who worship her. It is a crisis. We don't accept her suffering. What can be done to minimize her suffering caused by being sick? She needs a correct room to get well as fast as possible, as comfortably as possible. Let's call this place "room zero". Such room isn't very large and maybe it doesn't even have windows. It's very dark and the dim lighting is very soft and diffuse to not irritate sore eyes. There's not much stuff inside the room a bed being almost the only thing. The reverberation time is very short thanks to the surfaces being covered with absorbent material. It's very quiet in the room, no disturbing sounds to impede resting. The bed is very warm. Lots of pillows. In such a room it's easy to rest/sleep in warmth and get well fast. She should also have at least one, but preferably more sickness slaves to pamper her during the ordeal. Sickness slave do simply anything to minimaze her suffering. Sickness slaves takes care of her hydration. She seems to prefer green tea when sick, so sickness slaves make sure there's hot green tea available for her anytime she wants. Her headache can be soothed by massaging her forehead and temples in a certain way. This is extremely important, because headache is nasty and a TRUE Goddess suffering headache is as wrong as anything can be. So, everything must be done to ease her headache! EVERYTHING! Being a sickness slave for TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez is a huge huge honour and a sign of deep trust. For sickness slaves it means so much to be able to minimaze her suffering. Anyone who is able to improve her quality of life is a HERO in my eyes and deserves a chapter in history books for his/her heroic act! From her Instagram account when she had a sick day.
  12. FIFTY ORGASMS EVERY WEEK I have this idea that TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez should have 7 orgasms every day except 8 on Sundays. That's 6*7+8 = 50 orgams every week. Why not more? Why not 20 or 100 every day? Because orgasms are exhausting. I believe for for women 7 orgasms per day is very good. If you are a woman and think I am wrong, please educate me. I have read that a female orgasm can last even a minute meaning TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez could enjoy almost an hour worth of orgasms every week. Who would give her all those orgasms? She can always masturbate, but that doesn't sound right. She is one of the sexiest and most beautiful women ever, so half of the planet should be willing to give her sexual pleasure. Her husband Eric Winter naturally gives her sexual pleasure, but perhaps most of the 50 per week should be given by her sex slaves. Eric Winter must allow this. If he loves and worships her as much as he should he should wish her wife as much sexual pleasure as possible. If I was married to TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez (aka the luckiest man in the world) I would definitely allow her to enjoy sexual pleasure with sex slaves. Whatever improves her quality of life! I have read that the optimum penis length to maximize the pleasure of a woman is about 18-20 cm (7-8 inches). TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez isn't very tall so I assume the optimum penis size in her case is about 18 cm or 7 inches. So, if this is the case, her sex slaves should have a thick 18 cm or 7" long penis. Of course those slaves should be handsome, muscular and sexy to please har as much as possible. Because I am very pathetic physically (just look me in my avatar!) and my pathetic thin man clit is only 14 cm or 5.5" short erected, she should NEVER allow me to enter her. I recommend her to keep me in chastity. If she wants to use me as a sex slave I can always touch, lick and kiss her erogenic areas. As many as 10 sex slaves could work on her simultaneously. The best one would fuck her while other would touch, lick and kiss her body to maximize her pleasure and in the end quarantee her orgasms so wonderful calling them epic would be an understatement. Electric stimulation is a possibility to help her have orgams. Such stimulation operates at very low voltage level (a few volts) and is COMPLETELY SAFE. I'd never put her in danger! I want to protect her. It is absolutely horrible if anything happens to her. As an electric engineer I could perhaps be qualified as a electric stimulation operator? A loser like me could also lick her clean of all the sperm shot into her by Eric Winter and her sex slaves? It would be a huge honour! It's important that TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez trusts her sex slaves completely. Otherwise it wouldn't be so enjoyable for her and having orgasms would prove difficult. We who worship her want all the best for her no matter what it means to us. We suffer gladly enourmously if needed. Even completely naked with her sex slaves she must feel completely safe and comfortabe knowing her slaves worship every inch of her divine body deeply and would never do anything without her permission. She could be wearing headphones with a microphone while moaning of pleasure. The signal from the microphone could be fed in the cellar in her torture chamber where a loser like me could be tied on the torture table. The microphone signal would be amplified and fed to my genitals. When she moaned, I would scream very loud. There would be another microphone in the torture chamber and she would be listening to it at soft volume enjoying my suffering. After the 7/8 orgasms she needs to rest in her euphoric state. Fifty orgams every week means 2600, 2607 or 2608 orgams every year. Ten thousand orgasms would take less than 4 full years. I wish she could enjoy much more or them, but it is just too exhausting. When not moaning of sexual pleasure she could enjoy other ways to use slave: Be pampered by foot slaves, enjoy torturing her painslaves, using her toilet slaves, etc. 2055 x 2543 pixels
  13. That is a great p!cture of her!
  14. FOOT WORSHIP Perhaps TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez wants foot slaves? Slave who pamper her taking care of her feet: --- Give her relaxing foot massages --- Wash her feet gently --- Worship her feet, kissing and licking them as well as sucking her toes. --- Doing pedicures --- Toenail vanishing --- Anything else she wants Her foot slaves would be naked wearing only slave shackles, chastity cage and dog shock collar around balls (she would have the remote).
  15. Please, chill out man, what you do is not my business. Thanks for making this thread more active
  16. You could say my problem is my name is not Eric Winter. As a male you should know that some women are too sexy and beautiful to us poor males. Don't you feel the same way about Ale Ambrosio I feel about Roselyn Sanchez? If not, how do you feel? Ron Derhacopian 2027 x 2573
  17. TOILET SLAVERY I am perhaps not worthy of it, but TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez might want to use me as her human toilet. As far as I understand dominant women who have used submissive men as their toilet say they enjoy the experience. TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez may find the idea disgusting and sick at first, but it's about getting used to it. She is a smart woman and smart people adopt new ways of thinking. But hey, what about me? Am I really willing to become a human toilet for her? Isn't that horrible and disgusting beyond comprehension? Yes, I suppose it is, but also her sexyness and beauty are beyond comprehension. The honour of being her toilet is astronomical and I understand if she thinks I am NOT worthy of it. However, if I am worthy of it, I am willing to be trained as a functioning toilet for her. A lot of training is needed, because we have gag reflex and such to prevent us consume human waste. I am VERY motivated, because I worship her so deeply. If she keeps me in chastity and hungry during the training, my motivation becomes extreme. There are men in the world who are human toilets for women. So, I know it is possible to be a human toilet. I have eaten my own poo. I know what it tastes like I know how it feels inside my mouth. It is extremely disgusting, but I am sure I can learn to consume her divine caviar and golden nectar effortlessly enough. But hey, what about the danger on my health? Isn't it dangerous to consume human waste? Yes it is, but it is not dangerous for HER and that's what matters. If I die after a year as her human toilet I die a happy man. I have accomplished something completely awesome serving a woman I worship deeply as her human toilet. I only hope she can replace me with another loser who worships her as deeply as I do. Of course, if she does not want human toilets, I understand and respect that. I worship her deeply either way. Below is just one picture illustrating just why: Ron Derhacopian 1800 x 2400 https://www.ronderhacopian.com/
  18. TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez knows she is gorgeous beyond words and she must be aware there are a lot of men in the world who can't take their eyes out of her and who worship her. She is a smart woman, but she might not understand how much visual pleasure her existence gives to us who worship her. It is so intoxicating! I hope she understands that she could TORTURE us who worship her and enjoy sadistic pleasure watching us suffer and hearing our loud screams. She has the right to do so, the right given to her by us who worship her. We who worship her should be ready to suffer ANY TORTURE for her, but at least I am a total loser and unable to withstand strong torture for her. I am so ashamed of that and beg her to understand it's because I am total loser. If I was a real man I would gladly suffer anything for her. Because I am a total loser she has the right to consider me one and treat me accordingly. It means total ignorance or total humiliation. She should consider me a pathetic worm on her feet she can crush with her shoes. If she crushes worms with her shoes, I beg for the honour to lick her shoes clean. I am so sorry TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez for being a total loser and unable to suffer ANY TORTURE for You!! However, I am wiling to suffer mild to moderate torture for her. She can inflict so strong pain on me my pathetic body will wriggle strongly and I will scream in agony as loud as I can. I hope she would get some sadistic pleasure out of that and feel worshipped. She deserves that. Why? Because we who worship her say so. Our existence means she deserves it. Maybe TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez would enjoy using a bullwhip on me? That's perhaps moderate torture. Bullwhip must cause insanely strong pain. So, the bullwhip hits my back. I will wriggle very strongly, scream as loud as I can and perhaps fight to not pass out. The whip will leave a strong mark in my back, maybe even cause a bleeding cut. Hopefully TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez feel some sadistic pleasure watching my reaction to the pain. Hopefully she feels herself worshipped. Isn't all the pain I suffer a very small price for the honour of giving her that pleasure? It is. Maybe she wants to tie my naked body up and give me electric shocks with a Picana/Cattle Prod/Taser? Maybe she wants to hang me in strappado for days? SHE HAS THE RIGHT TO WANT THOSE THINGS! We who worship her give her that right. She may not want to admit publicly she wants to torture men who worship her but we all have dark fantasies and I believe we all have a sadistic side. In her case her sadistic fantasies are supported and justified by us who worship her. Below is just one picture illustrating just why we worship her so deeply: <--- Ron Derhacopian 2024 x 2576 https://www.ronderhacopian.com/
  19. I understand very well that losers are totally ignored by Goddesses and especially TRUE Goddesses. I want Roselyn Sanchez be as happy as possible. Happiness requires concentrating on things important and relevant to your life. So, her ignoring us losers is a good thing. I hope and believe Roselyn understands she is worshipped by many losers, thousands I think. I hope she understands her sexyness and beauty drives us losers insane. I hope she understands why we losers masturbate on pictures of her. It is never to disrespect her. It is always to worship her. We losers could masturbate on pictures of Playboy playmates, adult models, glamour girls, pornstars, Miss Universes etc. but we choose to masturbate on pictures of TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez. I hope she would understand why I inflict pain on myself in order to worship her. The visual pleasure radiating from the pictures of her is extreme! My brain experiences very powerful effects because of that. I feel I must suffer to balance out the visual pleasure. Of course I am unable to inflict strong enough pain on myself to balance out all that enourmous visual pleasure because I am a loser. I hope she would understand that I am totally harmless to her. Yes, I worship her deeply. Yes, she is my obsession. Yes, she has driven me nuts. However, her well-being is extremely important to me. I respect her privacy. I wish her all the best in life. I protect her if I can. She can ignore me or even be unfriendly toward me. It does not change the way I feel about her. I will worship her the rest of my life and pray for her happiness.
  20. DEATH OF A VEGAS SHOWGIRL (2016) She is stunning!
  21. Withstanding torture for TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez. I worship TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez deeply. Her stunning beauty and brutal sexyness has driven me nuts. I don't know how to handle her existence, or to put it as it is I don't know how to manage her existence in a sane way. I think TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez does not want to torture anyone. She probably thinks it is horrible, wrong, immoral. Yes, that's what it is. However, I'm willing to be tortured by her. Why? Well, to show how much I worship her. I am a total loser, a very weak man. There are limits of how much I take pain. I can't take extreme or even hard torture for her and it makes me cry. TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez is so wonderful and I worship her so much I should be ready to suffer ANY torture for her. However, I know I can't. I have to be realistic. Suffering even mild torture is hard. I should be happy if I can do that. TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez has the right to torture me within my limits. She has the right to enjoy my suffering. It does not make her a bad person, because I gladly accept it. Suffering torture is nothing if it makes her feel worshipped and gives her sadistic pleasure. I believe the worst thing about pain is feal and stampede. When I insert my feet in a container filled with ice -cold water while shivering of cold naked inside a cold closet I feel strong fear of dying even when I stop the self-torture long before dying. I think the fear is worse than the strong pain caused by ice-cold water. Fear makes me hesitant to suffer more. What is there to fear inside TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez's torture chamber? Death? What I fear is she doesn't want to torture me. She would be denying for right to feel worshipped and enjoy sadism. Pain makes one scream. It makes one's body wriggle of uncontrolled muscle spasms. When the pain get's too strong, one passes out. I can manage a lot of that as long as fear isn't too strong. I would gladly help her with torture methods. I am an electric engineer and I can arrange her an effective electrotorture system. A very painful electrotorture signal is squarewave at 40 Hz. She could electocute my balls with such a signal. At level 10 volts I would show some discomfort. At level 20 volts I would scream. At level 30 volts I would scream as loud as I can and at highel levels I would pass out. I hope she would feel herself worshipped after seeing how I am willing to suffer such a torture for her. What kind of torture I would NOT suffer for her? Well, things like inserting needles into eyes, mutilations/castration etc. Especially torture of eyes is so horrible I am unable to suffer such a thing even for TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez. She is worth ANY torture, but I am a total loser and able to suffer only mild to moderate torture for her. Thank you for reading this! It's ok if you think I am insane, perverted, disgusting, sick, etc. You are probably right. I know this is sick, but what can I do? TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez walks on the same planet with me!! How am I supposed to manage it without going insane? Of course I have these sick fantasies! Thank you again for reading!
  22. Happy Birthday Roselyn Sanchez! Worshipper pa wishes You dear TRUE Goddess a memorable day. ***** I worship TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez so much! She is the second most sexy and beautiful woman I have ever seen and she must be one of the most sexy and beautiful women who have ever lived. Her sexiness and beauty is in the categories of "ridiculous", "insane", "over the top", "astronomical" and "extreme". Or rather in a category far above these, but languages don't have words to describe such a category. She is not just a Goddess. She outshines Goddesses and therefore I call her a TRUE Goddess. She is one of the few women responsible of making me a worshipper some 15 years ago, driving me nuts with her stunning appearance. I don't know how to handle her existence! I want to be the water in her bathtub. I want to be tattoo ink under her skin. I want to eat her alive! I want to be her husband Eric Winter aka the luckiest man in the world and fuck her so hard and give her as much sexual pleasure as possible! I want ALL men in the world to worship her. I am so torn apart by her sexual appearance. Whenever she's on screen in a movie or a TV show I feel dizzy and even physical pain because she is so damn gorgeous! Yes, women can be too sexy and beautiful. She is. *****
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