Brasil816 Posted January 12, 2005 Author Share Posted January 12, 2005 yes... you guys... im breaking down... i think .. idk .. i need him .. but its so complicated...... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
I LOVE ADRIANA Posted January 12, 2005 Share Posted January 12, 2005 i'm reallllllllly soory brasil. i hope that things work out... and i hope that u feel better sweety. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brasil816 Posted January 12, 2005 Author Share Posted January 12, 2005 thanks huni i got your message on MSN .. but i was out with Sebastian.. i think we are goign to be okay.. he just has to stop... and then i guess ill be fine.. i mean .. it going to be tough to get over.. i dont know if i told you all the whole story.. i would read my other posts but im pretty exhausted.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brasil816 Posted January 14, 2005 Author Share Posted January 14, 2005 thanks though.. for worrying i guess.. i just went through a really tough conversation and time with my boyfriend.. i almost broke up with him.. but .. idk i just couldn’t do it he was crying.. i mean ill see how things are in a week or two.. he promised me he would be better.. he would be perfect and make no mistakes and then he went ahead and when my friend Roxy asked him--he wasn’t smart enough to realize that Roxy was really on my side...i guess he didn’t catch on that we were friends--if i was his girlfriend and if so if i left him how would he feel.... he simply said No she isn’t I Dont Know.. Moving on.. there were just a bunch of horrible things he's said.. i mean he cant do that to me.. no one should do that to anyone.. no one deserves that... he tells me we want to marry me and make me the happiest person alive--which he does do...somtimes..enough--and then he tells these random girls on the internet that he doesn’t have a girlfriend.. i mean.. idk what’s wrong with me.. for him to be ashamed.. i mean im a very accomplished person.... maybe if i was ugly i would understand.. but that is very shallow.. that is what my friend said actually i dont want any of you to think that i would say that .. haha.. she was trying to cheer me up she is like: "its not like you are ugly.. you got the nicest ass I’ve ever seen. that goes for on television and in playboy as well!!" she is so cute.. She makes me laugh. But then i just started to choke on my tears.. It wasn’t that great... anyroad... yeah.. so he started to cry and was like im sorry i just need one more chance.. i promise ill be perfect... but i mean he asked for another chance not even 24 hours ago and he messed up again.. i mean .. god.. and then he tells me he loves me.. am i suppose to believe it?... well i do believe him because i could see and feel that he loves me.. love is so simple but so complicated.. i feel as if you could only understand if you undergo the experience of true love and being in love .. i love him more than anything but now i am scared of him.. im afraid he is going to hurt me.. sorry for venting.. i had to.... but things are good.. he gets ONE more change.. ie chance #549584985908490 haha no its about chance #2 but umm... perhaps a little more than that... im going to be hard on him now though.. im not saying i love you back anymore.. im boycotting for a monthI'll answrer your post with somehitng from the Bible...1 Corinthians 14:4-8(4) Love is long-suffering and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not get puffed up, (5) does not behave indecently, does not look for its own interests, does not become provoked. It does not keep account of the injury. (6) It does not rejoice over unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth. (7) It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. (8) Love never fails.thank you so much.. you are so right... Love never fails ... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
I LOVE ADRIANA Posted January 16, 2005 Share Posted January 16, 2005 thanks huni i got your message on MSN .. but i was out with Sebastian.. i think we are goign to be okay.. he just has to stop... and then i guess ill be fine.. i mean .. it going to be tough to get over.. i dont know if i told you all the whole story.. i would read my other posts but im pretty exhausted.. i don't think i sent u a message on msn???? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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