genevievemorton

This is the last things i can say today as i have to get back to shipping this stuff before it gets too late. I made it hardcopy only as opposed to digital because I wanted people to receive something tangible in their hands, i wanted to give options of personalization because thats important to me. I didnt do a nude calendar again because that was something special that Derek and i created and had worked on doing for a few years. To me it was an intimate look at the relationship we had and quite frankly the way that he looked at me, and the way i looked back at him. perhaps thats not the answer you want to hear. We had worked on many shoots and have so much amazing content that i had wanted to put out. but we broke up, and now i have all these shoots just sitting there wasted (for now i guess). literally years of work. Which if you were paying attention you will know that this broke my heart completely. i decided to do color because people didnt seem to like the artistic nature of the black and white images. and i don't want to put nudes out in color. also Facebook restricts me from advertising, in fact i can't even purchase ads to push this swimsuit calendar out to my followers because they say its "inappropriate". I appreciate the support of those followers who have been with me from the start, i appreciate the new people who have joined my journey along the way. I hope that you will continue this path with me and see where it goes, I'm sorry if this conversation has made you uncomfortable, But ..... this is who i am, i shoot straight with my friends and I'm shooting straight with you guys. My intention is to continue being upfront and honest, to get real about things and to learn about what matters to you guys in your own lives. Maybe I'm not just a model anymore... perhaps i have changed... just being a picture is no longer enough for me. That is why i do the work to produce my own things... because i want more than to just sit castings waiting for someone to put me in their shoots. i didnt want to be at the mercy of other people anymore. sometimes looking at myself photoshopped, i didnt even recognize the person looking back at me... thats sad. there is SO much more i can say, and so much more i can reveal about how things actually are or were, but perhaps thats a conversation for another time.

Im not having a "bad moment" i am pouring my heart out to you all so that you will understand how much i care about the projects that i make. Yes maybe you can judge me and say bad things if you like, but honestly i am open, i am invested in the work that i do, and i am passionate about building out projects on my own. I hope that you guys can appreciate that i am so willing to come on here and talk directly about how i feel. The work i do and the work i intend to do is because i LOVE being able to interact with the people out there, I cherish the career I've had believe me, But there is SO much more i want to be able to do and give. I hope that you will all read this and realize just how much i care about the things that i do....

I am not judging you, i know you have been a decent and good followers and person as we have interacted many times on social media. However my point is that just because a person buys something doesn't give them the right to distribute it. Not only that but it devalues the calendars and images for those people who spent their money to buy something special. Believe me when i say i spend my whole day thinking how best to create and give more. If people want to devalue their purchase, make it impossible for me to create more content, and ultimately take the joy and happiness out of creating my own products for you.... then thats up to them i guess.

im not sure what you are asking for? to prove that this is in fact me?

If you are unable to see why this has upset me, and the degree to which i actually care, then that is your fault. I am heart sore, I have loved every fan, follower, every shoot. I have poured my entire life into this career and the pictures i have made. I have sacrificed everything to do this, i literally left home with just $100 to my name. So don't you tell me that you are ""hurt"By me being upset over stolen content. Don't you ever question my professionalism as a model either, i have worked my ass off for everything i have ever gotten and every client i have ever worked with. I have done far more than any other girl would do to sustain this. You have absolutely no idea what goes on in my life and the amount of things have had to over come just to be happy each day. So excuse me when i put all my efforts into creating something fulfilling and something thats my own. Where i get to choose the pictures, the editing, the styling the design and i finally get to have the right to how my image is presented to you all. Finally i found a way to have my image released on MY terms, that i can have some level of control over the way i am presented to the world. These calendars were important to me, to create something by myself for my fans was important for me, being personal and doing the marketing was important to me. It saddens me that you can't see HOW much love had to go into this just to make it a reality. If you choose to no longer follow me, my career and my future endeavors thats up to you all, BUT just for one moment sit behind your screen and ask yourself whether a person who didnt care about their followers would go to the efforts that i have. i highly doubt it. Im sorry that you mistake my passion for negativity. My hopes for 2018 is to hopefully share my challenges and help some people out there in the world, to get real and talk about stuff that actually matters, because i am someone who actually cares.

This will be the LAST shoot of this nature, there are 500 calendars left. But hey why support the models? it doesn't matter anyway that i did this entire thing myself for you, carting the boxes around sticking labels. SO SO SO sad. You'll just move onto the next "object" and do the same to her.

i shouldn't have to contact the admin, you all should take responsibility for yourselves. And all of you should realize that by putting images online that am specifically NOT putting online myself, you are taking away from my business and making it impossible to do more shoots and videos. instead of sitting there ripping me apart physically and telling each other your made up reasons for the things i do why don't you think for yourselves about the fact that i am a human being on the other side of these images.

i am extremely disappointed that my fans and followers would go to the trouble to buy my calendar and then go against my wishes and scan them online. I worked months to create something beautiful, and something special with my heart and soul into these projects both last year and this year. But why, so that you guys can rip it apart and steal the images making it have no value or reason for another person to buy it. it costs me a lot to produce content and shoots, my time, everything. to what end? so that my work can be stolen? i don't think i will continue to create content when my own fans are unwilling to support the process and treat me with respect. It is a labor of love to sit for hours personalizing your calendars preparing them, with care. i am so so so disappointed in this.

You sit there speculating absolute`nonsense. i don't want to create color nudes because that is not even vaguely artistic. its lame. the black and white calendar was my choice with my boyfriend as an intimate look at the privtework we had done together. my intention was ultimately to create a book of art.

No do not take pictures with you our phone. I do not want the images online. If you want to see them you can buy one like everyone else.

You don’t have my permission to post these images online - if I wanted them online I would have done it myself

Actually I produced that calendar with my boyfriend at the time it was our personal work and a once off that I decide to do.